I'm so sorry cause I wasn't much of a big help yesterday. I just stood there, and rapped my mouth away. I know if my Dad could've done something or even Tito Benjie then the credit would have been given to me. I wish I could've helped you out in the best way that I could to deserve whatever your dumb ass friend is getting. I completely understand that you're paying him back whatever you "owe" to him. He was the one who rescued you that night anyways. It's life. I just wish I could have done something noble that night so that I'm the one you're spending the night with cuddling, watching a movie or just talking things from the past and whatever that interests us in the future...but then you're not here. You're at your apartment with your dumb ass friends. I wish I could have helped you out with your car so the attention would then be all on me. I hope I could be a guy sometimes so when things like that happens, I'd be able to help you out right away. I'm sorry. I'm just a girl...a pretty lame kind of girl.

P.S: I'm so selfish when it comes to Joel. I don't want to share him with his friends, not even for a day. But it changed today since he's so thankful to his faggot friend who helped him out last night. Whatever. I hope you guys would turn out gays one day.