Thursday, September 3, 2009
Hi Hater :">
Ever since I dated Joel, there wasn't a time that I never had a hater. It's a compliment to him since he's the reason behind all these, but it makes me sad knowing that by seeing me happy, someone is totally against it. People would call me names and such. If you have any resentment about our relationship, can just please keep it all to yourself? You don't have to come and bash me with words nor make me feel that I am not worthy of him because I seriously don't like the idea. If you want me to realize that then you could probably send me a message saying "Hey Paula, you don't deserve Joel. He deserves someone better. So much better." or simply "Hey why are you so in love with your boyfriend? You look like a loser." Things like these sent privately, that I would appreciate. But broadcasting it to the whole world? Honey what are you? A freakin News Caster that you have to let the people know what's the latest juice? I completely understand if some people act that way. Maybe because they got so close to Joel that they were shocked when he suddenly had a girlfriend. Probably those people who were close to him, that I would understand. But "other" people who's only tryna mess with us? Daaang. What's there to complain when you're not even part of the "list?" For those of you who continually bitches around and will hate me for a while, go on. It won't make me less of a person anyway. Instead you're making me feel that I am truly a "somebody" for you to always talk about me all the freakin time . My name must taste really good. No wonder it's always in your mouth. :) Don't hate happy people. Hate the people who have everything in the world but choses not to be happy cos that's just plain bullshit right there. Don't hate me cos I'm happy with him. Hate me cos I'm me which you will never be. :">
Peace out.
Woo. Up and running for 10 months baby!
Made love @ 3:37 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)
