It was only last week when my brother excitedly told me that 2 of Clover's teeth fell off. I didn't understood why he was all excited and I was all composed when he said that not until my Mom explained to me that it somehow embarked Clover's maturity. After hearing that, I felt a little boo boo in my heart knowing that Clover is not getting any younger anymore. She's growing up really fast and I don't think I'd handle that. I would have wanted her to remain a puppy all our lives but I have to accept the ugly truth. I made my way to Joel's house right after and showed him Clover's tooth. He surprisingly was not grumpy when I showed him knowing that it was freakin early in the morning. I saw his gesture of looking towards the tooth and acknowledging it even though I know he was really sleepy to look. It was merely just last week when this all happened......then the next thing we know we lost Clover and we don't know where she could have been. :(((((((((

Joel and I rushed to the Dog pound early this morning getting our hopes up finding Clover there. We were praying since last night that hopefully they found Clover along the street and that she's safe and they'll give her back to us. On our way there, I was nervous..like I'm about to throw up. I already had this feeling that she wasn't there and we'd end up getting frustrated and I was right. Joel went to check out the found dogs inside the shelter and Clover wasn't there. :((( I started crying when he said "There are a lot of puppies there Babe. Do you want to adopt instead?" I know in my heart that no matter how cute the puppies were, I wouldn't trade Clover over them. He hugged me really tight and promised me that we'll look for Clover around Modesto. Now I'm at my school's library printing flyers out. I'm really praying to God that sooner or later someone with a good heart would return Clover to her rightful owners. I have never realized her worth not until yesterday. I know I often get mad at her for being too hyper active but I just want her to know that I love her beyond words. She was our very first "bundle of joy" and I coudn't ask for a better dog than Clover. Now that she's nowhere to be found, I feel like I'm about to lose my child too. It hurts. It badly hurts that I just want to cry it out and do the best that I can in order to find her. I'm asking a little favor if you could please pray with me. We are already desperate. We love Clover so much, especially Joel. He's affected more than I am for he's always with Clover. :((((((( Clover please come home! Mommy and Daddy miss you so much!!!! :((((( We promise to get you a new Chew bone when you get back and and a new pink collar. We love you and you are greatly missed!!! :((((((