Saturday, August 15, 2009
Impulsiveness
I hate to admit this but I think I have a shopping addiction. :| Boo. I'm turning Kim Kardashian by the minute and I don't like it. Whenever I'm at the mall, there is no way that I am not getting anything. Even if that means Mom and I will end up fighting the whole time, I wouldn't give a shit. I will shop whenever I want. Damn it. But things are starting to get dead set and Mom is becoming hard on me. We were at Forever21 the other day and I kinda had a lot of clothes in hand, all ready to go the counter and let her pay everything when she suddenly stopped me and pulled all the clothes away from me and she herself looked through it. She was like "You can only have 1 dress, 1 tank top, and one leggings." I'm like what the fuck? I still have Gladiator shoes in hand, a couple of rings, headpieces, purses and more dresses! School will start in no time and I needed new clothes but fuck that! Arrghh!
So clearly, I only got those she chose and left Forever21 instantly. I know I should have been more considerate of her because she works really hard for the family yet I spend money like as if we're all rich. Knowing that it was only last week that she got me a new pair of shoes and a new set of Victoria's Secret perfume and other stuff. Now I'm totally desperate of getting a job so I could spend things on my own and I don't have to ask money from Mom. I was thinking of selling stuff on Ebay too since I sometimes don't reuse my clothes. SEE I'm such a prima donna! Arrgh. And Joel promised me that he'll help me sell my things too. And he said he'll shop for me too. Isn't that sweet? lol. He seriously needs to stop me or else have a hard time in the future. When I'm in one store I loveeeee, even if it's not needed, when it's cute, I HAVE TO HAVE IT. Careful boyfriend, you don't know what you'll go through if you won't do anything. HAHAHA. Tssssssk. Do you think I need to seek advice from professionals? lol I sound so weird but I seriously need to just stay calm and not be impulsive in buying. Gaaaah.
P.S: Joel is in LA right now and I asked him to get me something. He asked me what it was and I'm like "Look for a Jennifer Behr headpiece. They should have that in LA." And he goes "Just a headpiece? Okay I'll look for it." HAHAHA. Yeah sure babe. It's just a headpiece. JUST a headpiece that costs around 500-800 dollars a piece. Goodluck with that. :)))))
P.S.S: I didn't tell him that those headpieces cost a lot of money. Hahahaha :))))) I'm such a mean girlfriend. He's probably at the counter right now and will probably end up NOT buying it. HAHAHAHA. I love youuuuu! :))))
So clearly, I only got those she chose and left Forever21 instantly. I know I should have been more considerate of her because she works really hard for the family yet I spend money like as if we're all rich. Knowing that it was only last week that she got me a new pair of shoes and a new set of Victoria's Secret perfume and other stuff. Now I'm totally desperate of getting a job so I could spend things on my own and I don't have to ask money from Mom. I was thinking of selling stuff on Ebay too since I sometimes don't reuse my clothes. SEE I'm such a prima donna! Arrgh. And Joel promised me that he'll help me sell my things too. And he said he'll shop for me too. Isn't that sweet? lol. He seriously needs to stop me or else have a hard time in the future. When I'm in one store I loveeeee, even if it's not needed, when it's cute, I HAVE TO HAVE IT. Careful boyfriend, you don't know what you'll go through if you won't do anything. HAHAHA. Tssssssk. Do you think I need to seek advice from professionals? lol I sound so weird but I seriously need to just stay calm and not be impulsive in buying. Gaaaah.
P.S: Joel is in LA right now and I asked him to get me something. He asked me what it was and I'm like "Look for a Jennifer Behr headpiece. They should have that in LA." And he goes "Just a headpiece? Okay I'll look for it." HAHAHA. Yeah sure babe. It's just a headpiece. JUST a headpiece that costs around 500-800 dollars a piece. Goodluck with that. :)))))
P.S.S: I didn't tell him that those headpieces cost a lot of money. Hahahaha :))))) I'm such a mean girlfriend. He's probably at the counter right now and will probably end up NOT buying it. HAHAHAHA. I love youuuuu! :))))
Made love @ 5:01 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)