Thursday, August 6, 2009
1000 steps behind
Joel said
THE FLESH IS WILLING BUT THE SPIRIT IS WEAK.
CHEH! I'm trying my best here okay. I know I screwed up for the nth time but please give me time to adjust and get used to this. Just to let you know, this is not very easy. You know how much I want this to work out too and if you lose your trust in me then how could I trust myself either? Just have faith that I will be able to pull this off with a smile on my face. I know I have been acting grumpy and been bitching at you lately yet you're still doing the best that you can in order to keep me calm. Thank you for always being there for me and for tolerating my bitchiness. I already asked for God's intercession so He'll guide me through this. Pray with me that in time, my spirit will be strong enough to face whatever challenges life throws at me/us. I want you to be my last love and in order for that to happen we need to iron out the behaviors we don't like with each other. And I think that's what we're kinda doing right now. Just help me go through this and in time, I would be able to adopt it and there would be no screwing up and bitching. I swear! I love you! :">
4:51am and he just left the house. :))))))))))
THE FLESH IS WILLING BUT THE SPIRIT IS WEAK.
CHEH! I'm trying my best here okay. I know I screwed up for the nth time but please give me time to adjust and get used to this. Just to let you know, this is not very easy. You know how much I want this to work out too and if you lose your trust in me then how could I trust myself either? Just have faith that I will be able to pull this off with a smile on my face. I know I have been acting grumpy and been bitching at you lately yet you're still doing the best that you can in order to keep me calm. Thank you for always being there for me and for tolerating my bitchiness. I already asked for God's intercession so He'll guide me through this. Pray with me that in time, my spirit will be strong enough to face whatever challenges life throws at me/us. I want you to be my last love and in order for that to happen we need to iron out the behaviors we don't like with each other. And I think that's what we're kinda doing right now. Just help me go through this and in time, I would be able to adopt it and there would be no screwing up and bitching. I swear! I love you! :">
4:51am and he just left the house. :))))))))))
Made love @ 4:52 AM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)