First love and true and ever lasting love differs. He is someone I share something with,a journey that takes a lifetime to complete. Its not all about finding someone else but finding your other half that would make you as one. He brings out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I believe that just by being with him shall bring out the best life I ever could live. Love always happens but true and long lasting love happens once in a lifetime, and it happened. I found it once and never i will find someone like him. I've never expected before that I would meet him or be with him. Just like what I said, I thought what we had before we're just a big fat hoax. He was too hot for me and seeing a whole bunch of pretty girls swarming on his profile, my insecurity killed me that moment. Time went so swiftly that little did I know, I was already falling for him and for this "pseudo relationship" that we have, not realizing that what I feel for him was in fact, the most overrated word in the world, Love.

I don't remember how I started loving him, neither the day I realized I already love him. All I know from the very start is that, my love for him has no depth, its boundaries are ever expanding. My love and my life with him will be a never ending story. It will last longer than time, longer than forever. The memories we both have is like your LSS. You sing it over and over again and it just keeps playing. It's more of like a favorite song. No matter how many times it plays again, you never get tired of it.

The road to true and ever lasting love is never easy because it is so hard to find. I've hit all the bumps, crossed all the detours, but now I'm standing strong saying, Baby I love you til the end of time and I will never let you go. What we have is real, that no matter how far the distance between the two of us, our heart and soul travels through one's worlds. And we don't have to worry about that much anymore because we only have 2 more weeks left before we finally get to be together.

I love you even with your worst faults and flaws. I will forgive and try to forget your wrong doings. I will try not to be easily angered by useless things. I will forever trust you just like how I trust my life in you. We can't call this love real without problem, it has many obstacles, and I know we can make this work. We still have a lifetime ahead of us and with you by my side, we will endure this "unfair" and cruel world together.

People keep on asking me how much I love you, but I always leave them with a confused face because telling them how much I love you is a never ending explanation. Words won't be enough. I can't picture life without you. You painted my life, in times of darkness and I'm so thankful that I was able to meet someone like you. Someone I know that truly loves me, someone that I'll spend and share the rest of my life with until my last breath. You are my happiness, my life, my everything. I love you baby! Merry Christmas!