Pure Happiness- this is what I have been struggling to achieve almost 1 year now. But what I have realized lately is that, I should be happy on my own and not depend on someone who can make me happy. I thought that being single is the worst status you will ever be in but no, I don`t think it is. That`s why I chose to be single. It`s not because I am afraid to fall in love again and end up being hurt, it`s more than that. I want to be happy on my own. I want to be accountable for my own happiness and for my good mood for the entire day. I have been used to always have "someone" there for me all the time. Someone to make me happy, make me feel special and someone to just be there for me when I need him the most. I had my first boyfriend when I was in 1st year high school and from then on, I was never single not til last year. I don`t mean to sound arrogant but what can I say, boys just come knocking on my door! lol. So, because of that I have always been dependent on someone, but I thought to myself that that is not the way to go. I believe that if someone wants to be happy, she/he will find ways for her/him to be happy! Some people say that you need your boyfriend/girlfriend for you to feel that you are complete, but dude, it`s not just all about them, this is all about you- about me!

Hay...

But I wish it was that easy......

P.S: I was inspired to write because I was listening to Colbie Callait`s Realize and I swear to God, it gets me every time.:( First love issues yet again.