Monday, October 13, 2008
Nothings gonna stop us now
I feel marvelously different when I woke up this morning! Haha! Seriously. I woke up due to Nicole`s 4 missed calls and when I finally got to talk to her and I had all my senses back, I was like "Nicole I feel different!" Haha! and she went "Ohh maybe because you`re talking to me! haha"
Whatever. Haha. That`s not it. I feel different. Idk. It`s weird. When I woke up this morning I was all smiling which doesn`t happen most of the time. Usually when my phone rings, (when I`m still alseep/in bed) I throw it somewhere in my room so I wouldn`t feel it vibrate. Haha. But now, I don`t know!!!!! Haha. I am weird. :)) I feel like keeping my phone close to me so that when he calls, I`d have it right in my hand! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
I just hope and pray that things will work for the both of us. I ain`t looking for a perfect relationship/perfect boyfriend. As long as I know he`s there for me and he loves me, I could not ask for more. I know too that I ain`t gonna be his last, never his first, nor his only. He loved before, and he will love again. But if he loves me now, what else matters right? He is not perfect, so am I. If he can make me laugh and he admits to being human and making mistakes, then I`m good. He may not be thinking about me every moment of the day, nor text/call me as often as always but I know he is willing to give me his time. I am not looking for Mr. Right who would come and save me neither for someone who will never hurt me because that is not going to happen. I see life on a positive note now. I smile whenever he makes me happy, I giggle whenever he makes me kilig and I tell him how I feel. This time I won`t let my horrible past gets in the way. Everyone is prone in making mistakes, so why hang around? :))
You don`t wait for love, love looks for you. =D
Surprisingly, I didn`t look for love neither prayed for it to happen love found me- love found us. :))
I feel loved and blessed! Thank you Jesus! :)) Yey!
November 7 would hopefully seal the deal. :))
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I did this during English Class. My groupmates strated cracking up because I didn`t pay attention to the lecture and stuff because I was busy doing the 13 signs. Haha. Sorry naman, in love lang naman ako. =))
You know you`re in love when:
1. You don`t fake a smile.
2. You smile out of the blue.
3. You can`t put that friggin smile down.
4. Your cheeks/jaw hurts because of too much smiling.
5. You smile upon waking up.
6. You start singing love songs.
7. You sing out of nowhere.
8. You start telling your friends about this one guy.
9. Instead of writing your name down, you end up writing your lover`s name.
10. You become cheesy more than ever.
11. You feel wonderfully different.
12. You become too clumsy.
13. ..You`re happy without even exerting too much effort. You`re just plain happy. :D Doesn`t it feel splendid? Hellzyeah.
Oh by the way, why 13? - it`s fate. :))
Whatever. Haha. That`s not it. I feel different. Idk. It`s weird. When I woke up this morning I was all smiling which doesn`t happen most of the time. Usually when my phone rings, (when I`m still alseep/in bed) I throw it somewhere in my room so I wouldn`t feel it vibrate. Haha. But now, I don`t know!!!!! Haha. I am weird. :)) I feel like keeping my phone close to me so that when he calls, I`d have it right in my hand! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
I just hope and pray that things will work for the both of us. I ain`t looking for a perfect relationship/perfect boyfriend. As long as I know he`s there for me and he loves me, I could not ask for more. I know too that I ain`t gonna be his last, never his first, nor his only. He loved before, and he will love again. But if he loves me now, what else matters right? He is not perfect, so am I. If he can make me laugh and he admits to being human and making mistakes, then I`m good. He may not be thinking about me every moment of the day, nor text/call me as often as always but I know he is willing to give me his time. I am not looking for Mr. Right who would come and save me neither for someone who will never hurt me because that is not going to happen. I see life on a positive note now. I smile whenever he makes me happy, I giggle whenever he makes me kilig and I tell him how I feel. This time I won`t let my horrible past gets in the way. Everyone is prone in making mistakes, so why hang around? :))
You don`t wait for love, love looks for you. =D
Surprisingly, I didn`t look for love neither prayed for it to happen love found me- love found us. :))
I feel loved and blessed! Thank you Jesus! :)) Yey!
November 7 would hopefully seal the deal. :))
****
I did this during English Class. My groupmates strated cracking up because I didn`t pay attention to the lecture and stuff because I was busy doing the 13 signs. Haha. Sorry naman, in love lang naman ako. =))
You know you`re in love when:
1. You don`t fake a smile.
2. You smile out of the blue.
3. You can`t put that friggin smile down.
4. Your cheeks/jaw hurts because of too much smiling.
5. You smile upon waking up.
6. You start singing love songs.
7. You sing out of nowhere.
8. You start telling your friends about this one guy.
9. Instead of writing your name down, you end up writing your lover`s name.
10. You become cheesy more than ever.
11. You feel wonderfully different.
12. You become too clumsy.
13. ..You`re happy without even exerting too much effort. You`re just plain happy. :D Doesn`t it feel splendid? Hellzyeah.
Oh by the way, why 13? - it`s fate. :))
NE-YO♥
Made love @ 5:59 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)