Sunday, October 19, 2008
Love, me
To be blunt, I have no idea why he suddenly came along. I actually never imagined this to happen because I was too much stuck in my past that I never thought about having another boyfriend. But since God moves in mysterious ways (haha!), he sent one of his angels from heaven, and with no doubt at all, Joel sure captured my heart in a snap.
Dear Joel,
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I fee like this is all planned by God and this is not just plain fate. I know I sound too cheesy but I don`t give a damn. I love you endlessly. I love you with no hesitations at all, without queries nor complexities, I just Love You. You are my inspiration and you keep me going. Thank you Babe, I just fuckin hope you feel the same way.
Love,
Me.
Made love @ 3:10 AM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)