I can`t sleep! What the fck. It`s barely 4:30 in the morning, but I can`t keep my eyes shut! I`ve been trying really hard to sleep because I have too many accords to attent to tomorrow, but geez I have been lying in my bed for 1 hour now! I know I just had Starbucks to always keep me awake, but it wasn`t just about that.

5 hours ago, I was talking to this guy I really like. He is the sweetest guy ever and he just swept me off my feet! =D I know boys usually do that to get the girl`s attention, but what the hell I enjoyed every minute of it! Carpe Diem! Haha. I have not felt this for a long time and it feels really weird slash good know that someone likes you big time. I just hope and pray that he won`t turn out to be a jerk because I wouldn`t take another heart break. I`ve been through hell and back; and I`m afraid I might end up being psychotic! Hahaha.

Actually, we are not going out just yet. We still have to get to know each other more before we committ ourselves. I am in no rush in having a boyfriend and I think so does he, so we are good. What worries me though is since he lives in New Jersey and he only goes to Cali whenever he can, we might have some problems regarding "spending time with each other" kind of thing. Admittedly, I am very much of a demanding Girlfriend and I should always get what I want so having him here in Cali is most likely NOT going to happen. I don`t know if this would lead to something though, but you know I`m just rationalizing things before it happens. I sound so sure about this relationship, gosh I hope I won`t look like a loser. Haha

Maybe I just like him too much that I am becoming frail more than ever. But just like what Catherine said in Iisa Pa Lamang "Ngayon, mamahalin ko siya ng naka bukas ang mga mata ko. Hindi na ko magpapabulag sa pag-ibig." I guess that tops my entry. Pray for me guys. I don`t want to have another blood curdling love life. =D