As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care. Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)

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I completely understand. I know for a fact that you don`t like me. Gosh, I bet you will never ever like me at all. But actually you don`t have to tell me anymore because I could tell. You don`t have to keep me as a special person in your life either. Don`t worry because I don`t expect. But somehow I wish for something else that when you think of me at least you smile. That`s more than enough.



He was mine but not really. I never really had him so I never really lost him. I guess this is how we will always be, I had him and he had me but the again there is no US. I guess this really is the real life. I don`t always get what I want and things don`t always go my way no matter how hard I try to make it work. I do things that I dread I never actually did but I try to learn from them anyways so I have not lose anything. Sometimes we just have to learn and sometimes we just don`t.

They said love hits us like a speeding bulletin and then BOOM. We could`t feel it at first unless we see ourselves bleeding. In my case, I saw it coming. I knew I would end up falling for him but I just didn`t bother because I thought he feels the same way. I thought he would be able to digest it all and would return the favor. But I was effin wrong. The only sad thing about my situation is that I know that there`s no hope for the both of us, yet I still pray to make it work. Pretty stupid? Yeah I know.

P.S: Wow third blog for today? Gosh, DQ much.