Aright! Taglish post ahead. Pardom my kaartehan.

So mkay I still have like what? 2 more days to bum around the house, stay up late and wake up late before I finally engage myself into studying. Gaaaaah, hehello college na ko next week. Omg, I know I don`t have to be stressed out because as they saying goes "mas masaya pag college". Oh well, fuck that. Masaya lang siguro if I`m in the Philippines but here? My gaaaah, I`m so noooot masaya. Okay first of all, I am apparently going to a low class school. It`s not a University not even a State Univ, damn that shit. I am only allowed to go to a Junior College only because I wasn`t able to get my SATS and ACTS. So okay na ko nyan db? I still said yes and went. Pero ang bano ng facilities ng school. Seriously. Some of the projectors are not working, the professors are not professional (imagine that ha) and I am not liking my course. I`m just taking Nursing lang naman in the name of money and para stable ang job but other than that, wala na talaga. Tapos dadagdagan pa ng stress sa school. :| Bullshit.

One thing na hate ko talaga sa Junior College is that, hindi organized. :| Super. Db when you're like enrolled for instance sa La Salle, every sem you get your schedule? Meaning everything is set, all you have to do is do good sa school and nothing more. Dito? God. Poproblemahin mo pa yung subjects mo since paunahan sa slots tapos you have to go ask you counselor pa if what dapat ang kukuning subjects and kung ano ang dapat hindi kunin. It`s so unorganized and I am so not sanay. Naloloka ako. Tapos since I want to transfer sa Univ in the future I have to take consideration pa their lottery. Lottery meaning- random yung pagpili kung they'll let you transfer na or not. Super fuck. What if I`m done na with everything pero hindi ako naka pasok sa lottery? I will just stay bum muna for awhile? That`s bullshit man. Tapos yung pre-requisite pa nila is so mahirap. Parang nag Univ lang ako e. Shit. Another thing, ang gago ng system nila. One time nag bag down yung system and parang something was wrong and they had my friend pay over $1000 just for fall sem alone. Since my friends was like tatanga tanga she paid it naman and they just took the money. Tapos na laman laman na lang namin nagkamali pala sila. Eh kung hindi pa pala mag rereklamo, hindi ibabalik yung pera? Ang bano talaga, shit.

Sorry na. Kapag school talaga, I`m so na sestress. Suppppper. Goodluck na lang tlaaga. Sana I would find the love for school within me na talaga. Kasi habal tumatagal I`m hating school na. :| Super nakaka stress out. Andaming pinoproblema pero kung nasa Philippines ako, isa lang poproblemahin ko dun and that`s how to do good in school. :| Haaaaaaaaaaaaaay.