Thursday, August 7, 2008
Nostalgic Bebe
I MISS HOME. Period. :|
Family from QC just called in today I mean like an hour ago and I wasn`t able to talk to them. Damn it. I was in my deep slumber when they called and I think I did hear them talk for quite awhile but since I was really sleepy I didn`t care and went back to bed. :| I should`ve gotten out my bed and talked to theeeeem. Now I`m regretting. :|
I miss them like fuck and now I am home sicked again. I never felt this like in the last 5 months but it went baaaaack. Daaaamn I hate America. Seriously people, you will really hate it here. Especially when you`re really close to your family and you already had establish your relationship with them and and your friends. :| I want to gooo baack!! Bring me bacck homeeeeeeee! Yes you do earn more but money is not everything. I don`t really get the idea of why we even moved out. I mean we`re not really the high-classed society in the Philippines or whatnot but I guess we could pretty much eat a decent meal 3 times a day.
My Lola would go "T its for your own good. They have good schools there unlike here." Pssh like okay. UCs are the only good school here but I won`t get my ass there not like after 2 years or even more or maybe I won`t even gonna be studying there cuz I will be moving to Australia!! Hahaha. K, random.
Summer of 2009 please come quickly. I can`t wait til my next flight back home. :(( I miss my home, I miss Roxas, I miss the Philippines. :(( America is not my home. Never my home. I`m not even freakin proud that I`m here, I despised it here. Whateverrrrrr. K, Imma end this shit.
Emo blog. K whatever.
Made love @ 2:54 AM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)