Omg. I just got a super bad news from Erika. She was telling me that Manang Seychelle's Mom just past away 6am this morning. :| I feel so bad for her because she doesn`t get to spend so much time with her mom na nga since she goes to school in Iloilo tapos this would happen pa. It`s so saaaad. :| We will really never know when God will take our love ones away. :| It`s so sudden, so unexpected. I wonder how she will take things now that her Mom died, thinking that she is graduating na this March. How will it affect kaya her Mom`s death? I just hope she`s fine and she`ll get through this as quickly as possible. She`s been so good to me and I just have good things to tell about her.

I was kind of contemplating after we chika-ed (Erika and I) and I was thinking, if that happened to me I could've committed suicide. Seriously speaking. I wouldn`t take that. I am really a Mommy's girl ever since and we`re really tight as shit so I can`t even picture that to happen. I am just but thankful that God is good and I still have both my Mommy and my Daddy especially my 2 beautiful Grandma's in the Philippines.

After this incident, I it just went through me that life is indeed short and we will never know what will happen next- only God knows and Him alone. Right now, I just don`t want to think about negative things. I just want to thank God for all the blessings he have given me and my family and for keeping them alive and healthy. And I wish Manang Seychelle would feel better naman because I know she`s pretty close to her Mom and it`s not easy. She`s a tough girl and I know she`ll get through this.

Manang Seychelle, if you happen to pass by I will surely include you and your Mom in my prayers. Stay strong and though we`re not close like we used to before you know that you will always be my orginal Big Sister. :) Just have faith and live it all up in the Lord, you have your family and friends with you to go through this and God will never ever leave you. xoxo.