Monday, August 18, 2008
I, thank you.
It has never been and issue to me if you people like me or not. I was not born in this freakin world to please each and everyone of you to start with. I`ve been getting negative feedbacks about my blog entries and whatnot here in MY SITE and I just don`t fuckin care. I don`t see any wrong with saying what I want to say in my OWN blogsite. I didn`t ask you to read my posts, didn`t I? Nor pushed you to add me as your contact or threatned you to go see my videos and pictures. You did that at you own will and I have nothing to do about that. It was your choice so why rant? If you don`t like what I`m writing here or what you basically see, then you are always free to remove me as your contact because seriously, I don`t give a damn if I only have a few friends in here. Mabuti na yun para onte lang din makakabasa ng shits ko. Or if you don`t like to remove me as your contact because you`re a little nosy bitch, then write out a blog as well. Something feirce, something bitchy, something random, something boring, something moving, something dramatic, something similar to mine.
I actually don`t hate people. Seriously. Just like what Jasmine said "we don`t hate, we just curse. so fuckin much". Hating is not our thing, I just get pissed with narrow minded people, they suck big time. And c`mon you are aware that I only get into "fights" when I`m pushed to. Contrary to what other people are saying, I am not a warfreak. I amj ust fighting for my own right and for what I think is right. I won`t just stay silent all my life when people are throwing malicious things about me or if when people start backbiting me and all that crap. I wouldn`t just stare at them while they break me. That is soo not going to happen. I know where I stand and I stand right infront of your face ready to smack you down if you do me wrong. I am not threatening you or something but I just want to make this all clear. I am a sweet and loving friend but once you get on my nerves, you are so dead. Call me a bitch, I don`t care because I already know that since day one and I would continnuously bitch around. Cuz you know sometimes, people needs to know their bounderies and they should try and shut up for once.
I know we have reasons why we keep a blogsite and mine is just to keep in touch with my family and friends back home and to kinda update them with my whereabouts and whatnots. I don`t keep this blogsite just for my vanity alone or for just to let people hear my sabog voice and my grooves in my videos. I keep this as well so that I would have something to release all my depression, rants, my happy moments/kilig moments and all that. Blogging is my therapy and it does lessen the burden I`m feeling. I don`t blog only when I`m happy or when I`m kilig, I blog about all sort of my emotions so don`t come telling me that my blog is either offensive, feirce bitchy or super mamabaw. Dude, do your own shit and I`ll do mine.
And to those people who loves reading my posts thank you so much, cheers!
Made love @ 3:06 AM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)