Monday, August 25, 2008
I need moohla
I want move to a freakin private college like right now!! :| Mjc sucks big time and just like any other Junior Colleges it would pretty much take me forever before I could finally get into the Nursing program, so fuck it I want to go to ACC! But since it`s a private college it would cost me 2 to 3 times more than the usual payment we pay in MJC but dude, it would only take me one year to become a Nurse and God knows how much I want this! How much I want to be Nurse and work my ass in those stinky hospital this early. Damn it. :|
Thirtyfuckinthousand dollars is no joke. Thats like worth over a million!!! Baaaah. I don`t know what to do. Dang it. My friend told me that there`s still financial shizz and whatnot but Idk, I still have to ask Mom though. :| I`m so like super depressed right now cuz I so envy her for she`s only 7 months away before she could finally label herself as a "Nurse" damn iiiit.
Can someone lend me 30, 000 dollars? :)) I`ll love you forever if you could hand them down to me before this year ends. :))
Made love @ 7:37 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)