Friday, July 18, 2008
Stressed out!
SPEECH CLASS- Dreadful!
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weeks go by very fast and in 2 weeks time i will have my after dinner speech already and it`s fckin killing me. wth? im a fcking joker myself but i just can`t fkcin joke about anything in fckin english! hahahahahaha. i don`t really mind about the pursuasive and informative because it`ll be very easy shit but then the after dinner speech? fck it.
i tried to make them laugh this morning but it wasn`t very effective. damn it. haha. i looked so stupid up the there this morning. seriously. and my friend was even like "whoa, did you just throw in a joke?" like fck you man, i just did! hahaha. owel owel owel, wish me luck guys i badly need that right now. demonstrative speech will be done next week and i haven`t done my outline yet. fcker. im too scared. i`m demostrating how to do the cpr only because i already have a little knowledge about that. and guess what did my mom suggested? why don`t you cook something? like puto for example? why yes, mom. I have spanish speaking classmates and puto in spanish is kinda of not a nice word. hahaha. mkaaay, i`ve been talking nonsense againnnn. im serrry i just can`t get over my speech class and the impromptu i did this morning- it was really horrible.
when will i fckin overcome my stage fright? like seriously dude, i wanna do good in my demonstrative, informative, pursuasive and especially in my after dinner speech. i want it to be perfect! daaaaaaaaamn it. and i`m still worried about my diction and accent. haha. baaaaaah. i dont know if i still have my accent though but whatever, im worried about a lot of things but im crossing my fingers- i will do good next week and mr sahlman will fckin clap his fckin huge hands! dudeeeeeeeeeeeeee, speech class is stressing me outtttttttttttt! i need starbucks!
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