Tuesday, July 1, 2008
"Poor Girl"
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I will let this survey do the talking.

1. Why did you stop loving the last person you loved?
I still love him though but I just have to forget about the feeling.

2. Are you usually heart broken?
No. I usually break THIER hearts but it abruptly changed. It's now me who is suffering from a broken heart.

3. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Cherrios

4. Quote from the song you are listening to.
"and thats why i love you so dont be afraid to let them show your true colors, true colors a beautiful like a rainbow"

5. How is life going for you right now?
Getting the hang of everything.

6. Regret(s)?
Hmmm, yeah?

7. What was the first thing you said when you woke up this morning?
"ano to mom?"

8. Do you have A best friend?
I don't have a "best" friend but I have true friends though.

9. Have you ever hated someone,
Yes.

10. Have you liked someone, but ended up hating that person so much?
Nope.

11. Why?
Because it always comes down to this: Everything happens for a reason.

12. Do you believe in chances?
Yeah

13. Will you give a chance to someone, who made a very big mistake in your life?
Probably.

14. What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
I don't really have the license to judge them in any way. It's their choice, so be it.

15. Do you own a pair of green pants?
Yes. Green skinny pants.

16. What are you excited about?
18th birthday.

17. Do you believe that what comes around, goes around?
Yes

18. What is your favorite fruit?
Banana, Apple, Orange, Watermelon, Grapes and a lot more. I love fruits!

19. Now hows your relationship with your last ex?
We're good friends.

20. Do you hate her?him?
Who? :D

21. Do you miss your ex?
Yes.

22. Which ex do you miss?
Tilos - calm down, i just "miss" him mkay?

23. When is your birthday?
13th of July

24. Memorable comment you had?
There's quite a lot.

25. Are you going to search a new girl/boyfriend now?
No. I'm fine being single. I really don't have to look because it'll just come along.

26. Do you like someone right now?
I still like my ex. :p

27. Last person you had YM with?
Erika.

28. Last person you texted?
..

29. Last person who texted you?
..

30. Last person to whom you said, "i love you too"?
Hmmm. Lady.

31. Anything you want?
Forever Bliss.

32. Does it hurt when you love someone but they dont love you back?
It fuckin does. Doesnt it suck when he knows just how you feel about him and he doesnt do a thing about it because he just doesn't care? Damn it.

33. How does it feel when you see someone you love happy with somebody else?
It crushes my heart everytime I would see/know that they are happy. It's the most dreadful feeling in the world, I should say.

34. Have you ever felt like that?
Why yes.

35. How long was your last relationship?
1 yr and 5 months

36. Can you forget all of the memories about you and your last love?
Hmmm sure do but with regards to my first love- it still lingers.

37.Do you still think about her/him everyday?
About Tilos? Of course I still do. It's almost like a habbit already but I always make sure to wash him off my mind. Gaaad, why is it so hard to move on? :|

38. Do you still hope that you can get him/her back to you?
That little hope I have is still there but just like what he said, He loves his girlfriend and I guess that was an obvious answer that he doesn't want to get back with me anymore- never.

39. Why?
just because.. :( there's wayy too many reasons why we have to get back. I know in my heart and in my soul that we are destined. Since day one, I knew that he was the "one", but I had my blinders on. :(

40. Are you going to find another woman/man and replace her/him?
No. He will never be replaced. :(

It was just merely about 6 days after he turned me down how come it felt like it had been so freakin long? :(( Why me? Why do I have to go all through these?
Made love @ 12:10 AM