Chor baby gorl is sick. :| I have fever, soar throat, colds and my allergy is killing me! Damn it! But then I have no one else to blame but myself. It was partly my fault though because I knew it was coming but I didn`t care to tell my mom about it and completely forgot that I still have crapload of stuffs to do- pero now that I`m a little weak and my body`s not fuctioning very well, I`m starting to get really really nervous. :|

Mkay, just to let you know I am not yet done with my outline. Yeah, greaat. I`m still pretty much figuring out what to do and I`ve been really researching my ass about CPR yet I still couldn`t find the right terms and the proper usage of the words. The medical terms used in the internet is very much complicated and I still need to tone it down so that my classmates would be able to understand those kind of shitss- considering that I am the only person who is Majoring in Nursing in that freakin class. Damn it. I already started the introduction and half of the body but I get spaced out most of time so can you just imagine the amount of time I`m wasting. Ghod, seriously. This speech class is taking too much of my time and look at me now, I`m pretty sick and goodluck na lang sken on Thursday since I`ll be having my very 1st speech. Kmusta naman yung boses ko db? Hindi naman kasi sya gaanong sabog because sa colds. Tae.

I know I should've followed Mommy`s advice. Maybe I should`ve done some cooking or did the Yo-yo tricks so it would be easier than this fckin Basic CPR shit. My reason was, since I am Majoring in Nursing and I already have my license in performing Basic CPR why not grab the chance and show my Professor what I got right? RIGHT. But I seriously never thought that researching about the origin and shizz would take this long. I mean it`s a long process. I have to consider even the simplest things because CPR is a very serious matter. Like OMG. Patience patience patienceeeeeeeeee. I`m running out of patiencee. Seriously. I just wish that I will be done with my outline by tomorrow and by monday I could practice my speech. Goodluck to me. I seriously need everyone`s prayer. :|

P.S: You know how cool my parents are right? So mkay, I`m here at my house all alone with my brother. My parents left for Ex-fest and they will be seeing freakin Blake Lewis and Simple Plan tonight! Damn it. Just because we`re under 21 we can`t go na? Unfaaaaaaaaaaaaaair! I bet my parents are now waving their freakin hands and singing their heart out!! OMG.