Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I killed someone
Wenk. Nooooooope I didn't kill anyone. Hahahaha.
<- What's effin funny Paula Roldan?
..this is just one of my 1293712837123 pictures taken this afternoon by my Dearest Brother. Yup, I had my pictorial today and he took all the 318230193183 pictures. Hahahaha. I was feeling my make up because Mommy said I looked like a Fake Barbie Doll, take note, Fake Barbie Doll because of my uber pink lips so I decided to just dress up and take the time of my life and have my pictorial with the help of Max of course! Hahaha. (uyyy friends na!!)
It's always fun having your own little pictorial because aside from taking pictures and putting it all up either in your FB, FSTER, MULTI and MYSPCE you can actually get to practice different kind of poses so that when the right time comes, you won't get lost in the middle of pictorial. Hahaha. And you know what that "time comes" means. Hahaha. But anyhow, I am not even on my way there yet. This is not yet the right time to pursue my dreams. I still have fuckin Nursing classes to attend to and moreeeeee numbers to encounter before I finally.... You know. Mommy said, I can't do "my thing" if I can't finish college. Psssh like hello?! Hahahahaha. Mkaaaay Imma stop. I'm becoming very arrogant already. :] But hey, doesn't this picture look great? HAHAHAHAHAHA. I mean it wasn't candid but I managed to give my best shot and the outcome was effin nice. HAHAHA. Sorry ha, ma feeling ako e.
Anyhow, I just talked to my Tita from the Philippines and she was asking me if how am I doing here in the States. I was like "Tita!! I was never been productive in my entire life not until I got here!' Hahahaha. Seriously speaking though. I mean staying here in America is partly like staying inside PBB house. You have to cook for your own self, you have to wash your clothes, you have to learn things that you haven't got the chance to learn when you were at home. No yayas, no drivers, no boys, no nothing!! She was even telling me how proud she was of me because in a span of 1 year I learned almost all the household chores!! And I too, was proud of myself! Like seriously, this was like an achievement for me!! Hahaha.
and I just came to realize that Doritos tastes way way way WAY better than Tostillas. You know the Chips that we have in the Philippines? HAHAHAHAHA. :)) Sorry for being random. Byeee.
Made love @ 12:57 AM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)