Omg can someone come up to me right now and hit me in my head real haaaaaard? :| Damn it! I just saw William Stacy and his Girlfriend in front of our Apartment complex exactly an hour ago and OH MY GHOD, they we`re staring at me like shit! His new girlfriend looked okay. She was Mexican, (I suppose. hahaha) she`s too young and her hair is all messy. Mwuahahaha. :))

As in promise parang nakakita ako ng multo sa mga oras na yun. I was idle, I didn`t know what to do, I was just there standing in front of them and I kinda looked like a complete idiot! Daaaang it! I know I could`ve done something. I could`ve flipped my hair or I could`ve walked towards them and act as if I didn`t see orrrrr I could`ve said Hi in my super sweet tone! But FTW? I didn`t do anything.

Standing idle with your mouth slightly open (due to shockness. mwuahaha), your eye`s are kind of puffy and you obviously don`t look hot front of your ex boyfriend with his new girlfriend? My God! Can we erase May 25 in the calendar for heaven`s sake?! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!! Please wake me up and tell me this is not happening?!! :| I could die nowwwwwwwwwww.

My eyes were puffy by the way because I watched Bahay Kubo for the nth time this afternoon and I was hecka sobbing. Errrr.

Now I really have the reason to be all dolled up every time I go out of my house because I will never know, I might bumped into William Stacy again or if God would allow, I might bumped into his girlfriend one of these days. So I really have to be readyyyyy! Hahaha. I have to give justice to myself because the last time they saw me, I looked trashy and worthless. I don`t want to look like a piece of crap to his new girlfriend. Nuh-uhh, that ain`t going to happen nigga. Mwuahahaha.

Damn it. I miss Stacy!!! Mwuahahaha. If only I wasn`t idealistic enough I swear my ass, we`re still together up to now. And he wouldn`t be walking in the streets of Granger with that freakin Mexican little whore, but he`s walking with me. Mwuahahaha. Oh well, sorry na nagsawa na ko e. Hahahaha. Though he was close to the "Man of my dreams", pero kulang pa talaga e. And there were things as well that I didn`t like about him. Let`s say he`s too good to be true but sablay ng bonggang bongga! Mwuahahaha.

A lot of my Asian friends have been asking why did I go for Caucasian?! Usually daw kasi Asians or Filipino people in particular, go for their kalahi and not with someone who is far beyond their culture and stuff like that because you might just end up arguing about things. Pero what the hell? paki naman nila dba? Suntukin ko sila e. Mwuahaha. I chose Will in the first place because I find him very mysterious. Gusto ko yung tipong WHAT`S NEXT?! Hahaha. Feeling ko kasi when the boy is mysterious, mathrill syang tao and I love that. Tapos he plays the gee-tar pa. Omg, a guy who can sing for me just sweeps me off my feet. Swear. It`s parang Sing for me and I will love you forever. Another thing is that, Will makes sure that he calls me every night before he goes to bed no matter how late it is. Taking about initiative here. What`s good about him though is that he know`s what to do. I told him before we started going out that I he should always let me know when he`s already at home so that I would`nt get all worried and stuff. So just imagine my phone ringing in the middle of the night noh? :]

He really calls me when he gets home no matter how late it is. No matter how sleepy he is. No matter how tired he is from doing his "business" and no matter how I sound bitchy on the other line because I`m too sleepy he still manage to make me smile. He`s a little sweetheart I know. He does things for me too. He did our laundry once. Mwuahahaha. He brings my bag, he carries me around his back when I don`t feel like walking and he goes swimming when I tell him to do so.

I remember one time, he called me and told me that only have to walk 10 steps and he`s already in front of the door. So I was like "I`m going swimming today!!!!!!!!!!" Mwuahahaha. Since there were no prior notice I made him go with me at pool area and told him to just jump into the water with this pants on. Hahahaha. and he actually did!! :))

Yada Yada Yada. Memories. :)) But once you`ll get to read the things that I hate about him, at the end of this entry you would congratulate me for not pursuing the relationship with him. Mwuahahaha. He was SO SAYANG as in SUPER DUPER MEGA SAYANG. :]

William Stacy
a. Drinks and get boozed every Weekends. I`ve already been with someone who does that so I`m kind of fed up and I didn`t like it.

b. He smoke weed. Yes he does and I told him thousand of times to stop smoking but he kept on telling me thousand of times as well that he can`t because it`s already part of his daily routine and he can`t break it just like that.

c. He`s an Atheist. In short no religion. He used to be Catholic naman and both his parents are still devout Catholic pero I don`t what happened to that asshole. I tried talking to him about going back in being a Catholic and stuff but he only said one thing, "Babe, no." Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

d. He`s white. What do you expect from them? Their hormones are quite crazy. They get aroused often and having sex is just as normal as kissing. Nuh-uhh. I might be a little flirt but sex? No babe, no.

e. He play`s hardcore/metal/punk or whatever you may call that is painful to the ears. When he plays the gee-tar he kinda like smack it and I was like "What the hell WIll? Are you still playing your guitar or something?" I certainly didn`t like that. Dude, I don`t fuckin know who are the Black Sabbath or who are the Members of Megadeth. For all I care? I know Paris Hilton.

But ugh, he played me Pink Flyod`s Wish You We`re Here and it sounded real smooth! :] His voice was kinda off though but all is well because I was hecka feeling the song and I love the lyrics. But dude, that was the only sweet song he played! Hahahaha.

So there. Congratulate me? Yeah? Mwuahahaha. :] Yung 2nd and 3rd reason talaga yung ayaw ko e. Ihemplo ako sa mga kabataan kaya ayaw ko ng ganyan. Mwhahahaha. My ganon? and isa pa, hindi nyo na naitatanong I am very religious. Seryoso men. So ayoko talaga sa mga walang religion parang "patapon ba buhay mo dude?" Err. Ganon feeling ko, no offense ha. Hahaha. Ayun. Anyways why am I even blogging about him? Am I not supposed to blog about yesterday? Haahhaha. Mkay, later na lang. :] Sorry naman long post nanaman to. I`m sure wala nanamang magbabasa! Hahahahahahahaha