Who was able to see Kim Chui's debut special yesterday? OMG people you really have to watch it! It was like the best modern debut ever! :) I love her gown, I love her cake, I love her give aways, I love everythiiiiiing. Well except for the venue though, Fern Woods still top my list. :) But above all there's was nothing to complain about. Everything was perfect. Everything was really planned and the debut went really smooth just like want she wished. Awww. I bet she was uberly happy on her debut.

Pero bigla akong napaisip dun dude kasi in no time I will be turning 18 as well. :| pero loser ako because I won't celebrate at all not even a small party. Huhu. loser much noh? However, Mom promised me that instead of having a big party she'll just give me a plane ticket to Sydney, Australia so I could go visit my Cousin who is currently on her 5th month of pregnancy. At para na din makita ko ang first ever neice ko and also to go see my Grandma if ever she'll go there. Pero you know iba pa din when you'll have your own party, when you'll have your debut party. Kasi once ka lang naman mag dedebut db?! Hindi naman every year mag dedebut ka kasi para sa ano pa ang AGE kung 18 ka forever?! So yun. And ever since talaga I really wanted to have a big party. Bata pa lang ako nun, sinasabi na ng lola ko that I will surely have a big party when I reach the age of 18. My uncle even told me that he wanted it to be held at Civic Center! Civic Center?! Hindi naman msyadong malaki db?! Hahaha. So as a child I was really excited to grow up kasi nga sabi nila BIG Party. But na udlot yung BIG dream ko na yun. We have to move out and transferred here in America. :|

Few reasons why I can't have my "dream" debut party are the following

* It would cost my Mom a lot! Dude and when I say a lot that would take up her one 1 week sweldo or more! Seriously. Hahaha. and to think that it's only just for the venue alone parang NEVERMIND na lang.

* We can't hold it naman sa bahay because we're still staying sa apartment and we haven't founf our perfect house yet. Super liit kaya ng apartment. :| Parang room nina mom and dad and mine combined together ang apartment namin. Well for begginers, (wow begginers talaga e. haha)like us, "okay" size na dw yung apartment. DUH!

* There's no boys para maging 18 roses chorva ko. Seriously. Hahahahhaa. I have friends pero konte lang talaga. Hindi ako yung tipong nangongolekta ng friends. I'm very picky when it comes to having friends so super konte lang talaga nila and boys pa?! Hello. super parang wala na nga akong friend na boy dto e. hahaha. :)) so yun parang useless. walang 18 roses. Hahaha. Alangan mga Tito ko yung ka 18 chorva ko parang ang old school naman nun! Hahahaha.

* There's no enough girls as well to be my 18 treasures and 18 candles. DUH. Super loser na ko talaga! Hahaha. Sana hindi ko na lng niblog to dba?! Hahahaha. Nakakahiya pero yun nag super onte friends ko. 36 girls kelangan ko, san ko nman yung hahagilapin?! buti sana kung friendly ako db? at hindi msyadong nosebleed ang english kasi tyak madmi na kong friends. HAHAHAHA. FYI, bawal kasi ako makipag close sa mga foreign na tao dito. Sorry naman. UBER Strict ang parents ko! Hahahahaha.

* We don't have a clue where to get my give aways, my invitations, my gown, the food, the cake and those kind of things. WE REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GET THOSE CRAP! So Mommy said if I could find someone who knows how to make those stuff then I'm safe pero dude, wala e. hahahaha.

* And lastly ang jologs naman pag si daddy last dance ko db? Parang ang panget naman nun. Debut of my life pero tatay ko yung escort ko. Hahaha. Malaking NO for me. Wala akong lovelife so walang escort. Tae yan. Bat kasi pinakawalan ko pa yung blue eyed fafa ko! Wala na bang mas tatanga pa skin?!

So yun sabi ko na lng ky Mom take ko na lng yung ticket. Either Philippines or Australia. I will be the one to decide na lang daw. Pero parang mas gusto ko Aussie kasi I've never been there pero gusto ko din Philippines kasi gusto ko ng mag ka career life ng bonggang bongga! Hahahaha. I still have to think about it though and major pondering talaga eto. Hahaha. I will let you guys know SOON kung alin sa dalawa pipiliin ko. PERO WISHING PA DIN AKO SA DEBUT na yn. tae. Hahaha. Sana maka get over naman ako sa debut chorva na yan db?! Addciting na ang pota. Hahaha. K, I'll end this random shit. Sorry na. I just finshed watching Kim's debut e. Nabuhayan ulit yung loob ko kahit alam kong uber malabo na. K, bye.