Congrats Brother, Mommy`s buying you a fuckin MACBOOK for no fuckin reason.

just because he`s been makulit and been asking to to have his own laptop, Mommy`s thinking on buying him a Macbook. Fuck You brother. You always tend to screw things up for me. I am the Ate I should get the Macbook not you. Fuck you. Fuck You. Fuck you!!!!

I hate having a brother. Brothers are evil.

I`m so pissed right now. I feel like Mommy doesn`t love me anymore. Brother just bought his humongous amp 2 weeks ago and now he`s asking Mommy to buy him a Macbook laptop. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Pasipsip pa kay Mom e. Fuck You. Mommy was like "I thought you want a camera for your birthday?" YES MOM I WANT A CAMERA! But if brother`s getting a Macbook, I am getting my ass one too! This is not faiiiiiiiiiiiiir. Fuck You Maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!

I KNOW I`M A MEAN SISTER AND I DON`T GIVE A FUCK.

HE FUCKS UP EVERYTHING AND I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like hello? Who the fuck is going to graduate? Who the fuck is going to celebrate her EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY?! AKO AKO AKO AKO AKO AKO!!! Not him. He doesn`t deserve to get his ass a new laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!


You know what's odd? I got everything I asked for. Everything I prayed for. Everything I thought that would make me happy. But once I had it all; I realized it wasn't even remotely close to what I really wanted. I want someone back at square one. But I have no fuckin clue on how to get back at him. :|

%$I@*$^@**!^(!!. Darn it! There`s just so much things I want to say to you, but I can`t. :| Partially because I feel cheesy. Partially because it may be urgent. But mostly because I'm afraid of what you'll say back. I wouldn`t take another write up spit from you.:| It would only add up to the burden I am carrying right now and telling me to get out of your life and move on as soon as I can won`t help. People have labeled me as stupid, moron, lunatic, crazy and every synonym for stupid that you could think of but I feel pretty bizzare, that though I`ve been receiving negative feedbacks I don`t give a shit. I`m not like this, never. When someone tells me I`m stupid, I usually fight back. But this time, I don`t know. I just felt numb and the word stupid haven`t sink in yet.

I don`t like this. I don`t like this. I don`t fuckin like this feeling. My heart is terribly wrecked. Believe or not, sometimes when I get the chance to reflect on things I actually think that my life is worthless and screwed up just because of not having Tilos in my life. Mommy said, I am by far the biggest Idiot she knew. (Yes, I tell Mommy everything. I even showed her the video I made for him) And my Mom is not lying. :| She was telling me that if I wasn`t kampante enough that he loves me then this wouldn`t happen. I love you Mom, you really know how to make me cry.

God knows how much I tried to forget about you. God knows how much I tried to just move on and think that life could go on without you. But God knows that no matter how hard I try, I just can`t. I never can. :| K, now I really sound stupid.

I want to drive out, I want to party real hard, I want to bungee jump, I feel like cleaning the entire house, I want to fly awaaaaaaaaaay. I wan`t to go to a place where I can forget everything that happened. I want to forget my horrible past and the people who are part of it. I want to get over things quickly. Like really really quick. :|

Is there any medication that could be bought over the counter for this kind of illness? Cuz if there`s really one and sure as hell it`s effective, Imma buy my ass tons and tons and tons of them. :| Hmmm. I need a doctor. I swear, I have serious love issues.


Omg can someone come up to me right now and hit me in my head real haaaaaard? :| Damn it! I just saw William Stacy and his Girlfriend in front of our Apartment complex exactly an hour ago and OH MY GHOD, they we`re staring at me like shit! His new girlfriend looked okay. She was Mexican, (I suppose. hahaha) she`s too young and her hair is all messy. Mwuahahaha. :))

As in promise parang nakakita ako ng multo sa mga oras na yun. I was idle, I didn`t know what to do, I was just there standing in front of them and I kinda looked like a complete idiot! Daaaang it! I know I could`ve done something. I could`ve flipped my hair or I could`ve walked towards them and act as if I didn`t see orrrrr I could`ve said Hi in my super sweet tone! But FTW? I didn`t do anything.

Standing idle with your mouth slightly open (due to shockness. mwuahaha), your eye`s are kind of puffy and you obviously don`t look hot front of your ex boyfriend with his new girlfriend? My God! Can we erase May 25 in the calendar for heaven`s sake?! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!! Please wake me up and tell me this is not happening?!! :| I could die nowwwwwwwwwww.

My eyes were puffy by the way because I watched Bahay Kubo for the nth time this afternoon and I was hecka sobbing. Errrr.

Now I really have the reason to be all dolled up every time I go out of my house because I will never know, I might bumped into William Stacy again or if God would allow, I might bumped into his girlfriend one of these days. So I really have to be readyyyyy! Hahaha. I have to give justice to myself because the last time they saw me, I looked trashy and worthless. I don`t want to look like a piece of crap to his new girlfriend. Nuh-uhh, that ain`t going to happen nigga. Mwuahahaha.

Damn it. I miss Stacy!!! Mwuahahaha. If only I wasn`t idealistic enough I swear my ass, we`re still together up to now. And he wouldn`t be walking in the streets of Granger with that freakin Mexican little whore, but he`s walking with me. Mwuahahaha. Oh well, sorry na nagsawa na ko e. Hahahaha. Though he was close to the "Man of my dreams", pero kulang pa talaga e. And there were things as well that I didn`t like about him. Let`s say he`s too good to be true but sablay ng bonggang bongga! Mwuahahaha.

A lot of my Asian friends have been asking why did I go for Caucasian?! Usually daw kasi Asians or Filipino people in particular, go for their kalahi and not with someone who is far beyond their culture and stuff like that because you might just end up arguing about things. Pero what the hell? paki naman nila dba? Suntukin ko sila e. Mwuahaha. I chose Will in the first place because I find him very mysterious. Gusto ko yung tipong WHAT`S NEXT?! Hahaha. Feeling ko kasi when the boy is mysterious, mathrill syang tao and I love that. Tapos he plays the gee-tar pa. Omg, a guy who can sing for me just sweeps me off my feet. Swear. It`s parang Sing for me and I will love you forever. Another thing is that, Will makes sure that he calls me every night before he goes to bed no matter how late it is. Taking about initiative here. What`s good about him though is that he know`s what to do. I told him before we started going out that I he should always let me know when he`s already at home so that I would`nt get all worried and stuff. So just imagine my phone ringing in the middle of the night noh? :]

He really calls me when he gets home no matter how late it is. No matter how sleepy he is. No matter how tired he is from doing his "business" and no matter how I sound bitchy on the other line because I`m too sleepy he still manage to make me smile. He`s a little sweetheart I know. He does things for me too. He did our laundry once. Mwuahahaha. He brings my bag, he carries me around his back when I don`t feel like walking and he goes swimming when I tell him to do so.

I remember one time, he called me and told me that only have to walk 10 steps and he`s already in front of the door. So I was like "I`m going swimming today!!!!!!!!!!" Mwuahahaha. Since there were no prior notice I made him go with me at pool area and told him to just jump into the water with this pants on. Hahahaha. and he actually did!! :))

Yada Yada Yada. Memories. :)) But once you`ll get to read the things that I hate about him, at the end of this entry you would congratulate me for not pursuing the relationship with him. Mwuahahaha. He was SO SAYANG as in SUPER DUPER MEGA SAYANG. :]

William Stacy
a. Drinks and get boozed every Weekends. I`ve already been with someone who does that so I`m kind of fed up and I didn`t like it.

b. He smoke weed. Yes he does and I told him thousand of times to stop smoking but he kept on telling me thousand of times as well that he can`t because it`s already part of his daily routine and he can`t break it just like that.

c. He`s an Atheist. In short no religion. He used to be Catholic naman and both his parents are still devout Catholic pero I don`t what happened to that asshole. I tried talking to him about going back in being a Catholic and stuff but he only said one thing, "Babe, no." Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

d. He`s white. What do you expect from them? Their hormones are quite crazy. They get aroused often and having sex is just as normal as kissing. Nuh-uhh. I might be a little flirt but sex? No babe, no.

e. He play`s hardcore/metal/punk or whatever you may call that is painful to the ears. When he plays the gee-tar he kinda like smack it and I was like "What the hell WIll? Are you still playing your guitar or something?" I certainly didn`t like that. Dude, I don`t fuckin know who are the Black Sabbath or who are the Members of Megadeth. For all I care? I know Paris Hilton.

But ugh, he played me Pink Flyod`s Wish You We`re Here and it sounded real smooth! :] His voice was kinda off though but all is well because I was hecka feeling the song and I love the lyrics. But dude, that was the only sweet song he played! Hahahaha.

So there. Congratulate me? Yeah? Mwuahahaha. :] Yung 2nd and 3rd reason talaga yung ayaw ko e. Ihemplo ako sa mga kabataan kaya ayaw ko ng ganyan. Mwhahahaha. My ganon? and isa pa, hindi nyo na naitatanong I am very religious. Seryoso men. So ayoko talaga sa mga walang religion parang "patapon ba buhay mo dude?" Err. Ganon feeling ko, no offense ha. Hahaha. Ayun. Anyways why am I even blogging about him? Am I not supposed to blog about yesterday? Haahhaha. Mkay, later na lang. :] Sorry naman long post nanaman to. I`m sure wala nanamang magbabasa! Hahahahahahahaha



What is your name? CAHNEY--Connie

Words can't describe how adorable she is. She is undeniably the world`s great 6 year old singer and I just can`t get enough of her. Connie Talbot can I have a hug from you? :] Awwww. She just melts my heart every time I hear her voice! Her Over the Rainbow version is sweetest thing ever, it even moved me to tears. Seriously. There`s really something in her voice that I can`t explain. :] I wish I could meet her in person when I get my ass in London! ROWELL FALCO, bring me to Connie Talbot once I get there! Lol.





The infamous "she bangs". Hahahaha. Finally, finally, finally! I already had my hair done today. Yehey. I`m so happy. Though it was very pricy, but I guess it was all worth it. Hahaha. Do I look like Ashley Tisdale-ish now? Hahaha. With my side swept bangs? Hahaha. Mkaaaay. :p And ugh, not only that, I also got my new glasses today. Hurrah. :)) Hahaha. Thank you Doctor, because if not for you Imma be going blind. Hahaha.


Paula and i have thousands of skinny jeans and we`re giving them all away to you. :) Slum! - Manang Princess

Hahahahahaha. Omg she just typed in the right words! Hahaha. Those weren`t the exact words though but it sounds like it. Hahaha. Omg, she is just the best friend you could ever have! Hahaha. And did she just call chakadoll a slum? Hahaha. Hellfuckingyeah. Yeah she`s a slum and we`re the upper east siders pao. Always remember that. Hahaha. Omg, I just love her for that. She even said that Slums and Gossip Girls like us don`t go together so I have no reason to put any of my attention to her and she`s fucking right! Hahaha. Ipalamun ko na sa imo karon Migo mo nian! Hahaha. If only she shut her mouth all these time, I woudn`t really bother getting into her nose. But oh well, since she`s really insecure and she`s quite worried that I might win her boyfriend back, she started talking and blabbing like shit. Hahahaha. Ghod girl, you might get tongue taken out for gossiping too much! Hahahaha. Insecurity Kills. Tsk. Poor little girl.

And by the way, this doesn`t end from here because after our YM convo Manang Princess still has her pahabol comment; wahaha! how's the no-skinny-jeans-long-neck bitch? I hope she got a touch of our upside east class pants? hahaha!! WE RULE!! YEAH! And with that note, she rules! Hahahaha. Omg the "hope she get a touch of our upside east class pants" is just as lovely as it sounds. Hahaha. I wish I could go home and smack those words right into her face! Hahaha. And yes, I am going to do that with Manang Princess right by my side! Hahaha. Whoohoo! Biitches rule! I know and I can`t deny that I am one heck of a bitch! Haha. Who cares, live by it! :p

Well actually I don`t really come off bitchy as often as my blog posts here. Hahaha. I still try to weight things first before doing something. Hahahaha. We`re a clean, high fashioned one heck of classy bitch and I`m proud to say my friends are too! Hahaha. But mind you we`re not the mean girls. We don`t do crappy things out of nothing. We do a crime out of something that`s worth fighting and biatching for! :)) Right on! Hahaha. I looove bitchy friends. :D That`s why I love Manang Princess and the rest of my "bitchy" friends out there. Hahaha.

Sorry. This is yet again a maldita post from a not-so-maldita(?) like me. Hahahaha. Sorry na. Yes I could be your bestest friend but I could also be your fuckin worst nightmare! :) Especially when there`s really no reason behind why you hate me. Tssk. You could die now for all I care. Hahaha. I have had a lot of enemies/frenemies in the past and I`m used to this already so there`s really no way that you can put Paula Roldan down! :)) Hahahaha.

People who are reading this, please don`t be terrified for my post. :) I just feel like blurting these all out because I`m just as happy as a cheerful mocking bird! Hahahaha. I`m sorry if this my come off very offensive in a way but don`t feel anxious. This is just nothing. Hahaha. This is just for this one girl who HATES me a lot and does things that would make her feel superior and she really wants me to gooo down! Desperate much. :)) It just so happens that the girl she planned to ruin is not just like any other feeble teenage bitch. Hahaha. Omg, I kinda pity her because though she has what I`ve been dying to have since day 1, I know Mchottie (as what Manang Hasi would call him) will never love her as much as he loved me. Hahaha. Nyenyenyenye! Hate all you like bitch because hating me wont make Mchottie love you the way he did love me! Hahaha

I posted this shit because she`s still into telling the whole clan of St. Paul that I am working my way on stealing her boyfriend. Hahaha. OMG do you even have the word delikadesa in some way? :)) If ever I am working my ass off in stealing your boyfriend, you are out of it bitch. Hahaha. Because the truth is, I really am working on it. Hahahahahaha. Satisfied now? And stop making new issues about me. Hahaha. Your "hurtful" words won`t put me to tears. Never. I will be the one to do that to you first. Hahaha. I wanna see you cry. I wanna see you BLEED! Hahahahahaha!


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I have like a super big problem and I need YOUR help. Whoever has a good fashion sense or whoever has a good taste YOU need to help me. So okay, I wanted to have bangs. The side swept one and it kinda look like this:

I want to get my hair done just like that! It's a side swept bangs it's advised to girls who have long hair who wanted to have a little touch of bangs. Baaaaaaaah. But the problem is, I don't know if it would look good on me. Hahahaha! I can't even picture myself having bangs because the last time I had bangs was like 4 years ago I suppose? Hahaha. But since I always, as in always slide off my hair, so don't you think it's better to just have it cut right? It kinda look weird sometimes because people actually thinks I have bangs, where in fact I just slide all my hair to the side. Hahahahahha. So whachu think?! Should I get myself a haircut today or just leave it as it is? Hahahaha. I need your comments & suggestions asap! And when I mean asap that means that the moment you finished reading this, YOU SHOULD COMMENT RIGHT AWAY! Hahhahaa. :)) Seriously I'm not kiddin. I will have it done in about 8 hours so I need to have your comments! :)) Hahahaha. You could write a comment through my TAGBOARD. :D THANK YOU!


Can life get any bored-er than this? Hahaha. Shit. I was expecting that I will start my Summer Class yesterday, May 5th but due to my stupidy I wasn't able to get into my Class and worst I am not going to take neither Socio or Speech. I will be taking a fuckin Guidance class which would take me atleast a week or so. Fuck that. That's not even going to help because it's only a 0.5 credit and I don't think I could bring myself up so I could get into some Major classes next sem. Great! K, when you say "summer school" here in the States, it would only take you 1 month to finish everything. Everything is lectured 3-4x faster and you don't get to have your test taken not until finals. Cool huh? but the worst thing having it done during the summer is that people flocks at MJC!! Seriously! They sign in here, sign in there they sign in everywhere!!!!!!!!!! So what do you expect from a newbie like me?! Dude, the first time I went to MJC I was idle. I didn't know where to go, I didn't know where the fuckin main building was and I didn't know where to submit my transcript! When everybody was signing up for classes, I was busy compling all the shits they need; from Birth Certificate to my Proof of Residency. So can you just imagine all the hassle I've experienced?! Super Solid dude!

So since my Guidance class was moved next week basically I still have another week to bum and I am not liking it. :| Booo. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd guess what? Guidance class starts at 7:45 and Karl said that we should get our asses there by SIX in the morning! Again, SIX in the morning!! OMG, I was like Why so early?! He told me that it gets really crazy during summer because they're up to having more credits so we have no choice but go there really early instead. I still have one more problem though. I don't know where the fuck is my Guidance room and Karl doesn't know as well. Hahahahha. So goodluck na lang samin sa Monday. Hahaha. :))

Actually this rant is going nowhere. Hahahahhaa. I just want you guys to know that, I am officially bored. Hahahaha. Officially?! amp! I mean there's nothing better to do, I am gaining wreight again (fuck), my mom confirmed that I am indeed, an isomniac and I don't get to practice my English that much anymore. Hahahaha. :)) K, the last reason was random I just feel like saying it but it's half true. Hahaha. It has been almost 4 months now and look at me. I spell the word batugan with the capital B! And hindi lang ang pagiging bored ko ang issue dito.

Back to my MJC rants. I recenlty checked my account and it says there that after I take my Guidance I will move up a little bit and I will be taking my Socio Class on June 9th! Shit. And then followed by my Speech Class that would start on July 14th. Shit liwat!! I thought I will have the best Summer Vacation of my life this year, since I am turning 18 but it sucks to say that my summer's quite loaded with school stuff! Loser. My Mom already cancelled our "supposed to be" trip to San Diego next month because she knows that I'll be busy this summer and I wouldn't take taking 2-3 days off. College way too different from HS so I really have to focus.:(( FUCK. K, my mood switched in an instant. It only saddens me because even my family is affected. They can't go on a trip because I CAN'T FUCKIN GO WITH THEM and because I will be filled with too much worksheets and test anytime soon! Fuck College! Hahaha. :)) K, I sound crazy now. Basta I'm so sad slash happy na rin. IDK. Hahaha.

Let's all laugh it out na lang!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :))

Let's do the Mariel laugh! Hahaha.

AHAHAHA--------AHAHAHAHAHAHA-----AHAHAHAHAHHA-------AHAHAHAHHAHA

Hahahha. K, imma stop.

Sorry for the bad words. :))

KTNXBYE.


Pero wait, did you know that I am still a registered High School Student at Davis High School?! Hahaha. :)) K, mejo magulo status ko pero yeah. Hahaha. I will still be on Johansen for Graduation on June 5th. I can't wait. Hahaha. It's just that I finished all the required subjects earlier than a usual student (Bibo kid?! hahaha) because I took ESS last year. ESS stands for Extended Summer School by the way. So yeah. I was told by my principal that instead of taking nonsense classes at Davis, why not take college classes?! :)) So there you go. Maliwanag na ang lahat? Hahahaha. I never really got the chance to explain why I'm a bummer for 4 months now, pero atleast ngayon dahil sinisipag akong mag blog, I was able to vent everything in. Whoohoo. :)) Mabuhay ang buhay KTG! Hahaha. K, redundunt ng BUHAY. :)) Toodles. Imma sleep na.


Who was able to see Kim Chui's debut special yesterday? OMG people you really have to watch it! It was like the best modern debut ever! :) I love her gown, I love her cake, I love her give aways, I love everythiiiiiing. Well except for the venue though, Fern Woods still top my list. :) But above all there's was nothing to complain about. Everything was perfect. Everything was really planned and the debut went really smooth just like want she wished. Awww. I bet she was uberly happy on her debut.

Pero bigla akong napaisip dun dude kasi in no time I will be turning 18 as well. :| pero loser ako because I won't celebrate at all not even a small party. Huhu. loser much noh? However, Mom promised me that instead of having a big party she'll just give me a plane ticket to Sydney, Australia so I could go visit my Cousin who is currently on her 5th month of pregnancy. At para na din makita ko ang first ever neice ko and also to go see my Grandma if ever she'll go there. Pero you know iba pa din when you'll have your own party, when you'll have your debut party. Kasi once ka lang naman mag dedebut db?! Hindi naman every year mag dedebut ka kasi para sa ano pa ang AGE kung 18 ka forever?! So yun. And ever since talaga I really wanted to have a big party. Bata pa lang ako nun, sinasabi na ng lola ko that I will surely have a big party when I reach the age of 18. My uncle even told me that he wanted it to be held at Civic Center! Civic Center?! Hindi naman msyadong malaki db?! Hahaha. So as a child I was really excited to grow up kasi nga sabi nila BIG Party. But na udlot yung BIG dream ko na yun. We have to move out and transferred here in America. :|

Few reasons why I can't have my "dream" debut party are the following

* It would cost my Mom a lot! Dude and when I say a lot that would take up her one 1 week sweldo or more! Seriously. Hahaha. and to think that it's only just for the venue alone parang NEVERMIND na lang.

* We can't hold it naman sa bahay because we're still staying sa apartment and we haven't founf our perfect house yet. Super liit kaya ng apartment. :| Parang room nina mom and dad and mine combined together ang apartment namin. Well for begginers, (wow begginers talaga e. haha)like us, "okay" size na dw yung apartment. DUH!

* There's no boys para maging 18 roses chorva ko. Seriously. Hahahahhaa. I have friends pero konte lang talaga. Hindi ako yung tipong nangongolekta ng friends. I'm very picky when it comes to having friends so super konte lang talaga nila and boys pa?! Hello. super parang wala na nga akong friend na boy dto e. hahaha. :)) so yun parang useless. walang 18 roses. Hahaha. Alangan mga Tito ko yung ka 18 chorva ko parang ang old school naman nun! Hahahaha.

* There's no enough girls as well to be my 18 treasures and 18 candles. DUH. Super loser na ko talaga! Hahaha. Sana hindi ko na lng niblog to dba?! Hahahaha. Nakakahiya pero yun nag super onte friends ko. 36 girls kelangan ko, san ko nman yung hahagilapin?! buti sana kung friendly ako db? at hindi msyadong nosebleed ang english kasi tyak madmi na kong friends. HAHAHAHA. FYI, bawal kasi ako makipag close sa mga foreign na tao dito. Sorry naman. UBER Strict ang parents ko! Hahahahaha.

* We don't have a clue where to get my give aways, my invitations, my gown, the food, the cake and those kind of things. WE REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GET THOSE CRAP! So Mommy said if I could find someone who knows how to make those stuff then I'm safe pero dude, wala e. hahahaha.

* And lastly ang jologs naman pag si daddy last dance ko db? Parang ang panget naman nun. Debut of my life pero tatay ko yung escort ko. Hahaha. Malaking NO for me. Wala akong lovelife so walang escort. Tae yan. Bat kasi pinakawalan ko pa yung blue eyed fafa ko! Wala na bang mas tatanga pa skin?!

So yun sabi ko na lng ky Mom take ko na lng yung ticket. Either Philippines or Australia. I will be the one to decide na lang daw. Pero parang mas gusto ko Aussie kasi I've never been there pero gusto ko din Philippines kasi gusto ko ng mag ka career life ng bonggang bongga! Hahahaha. I still have to think about it though and major pondering talaga eto. Hahaha. I will let you guys know SOON kung alin sa dalawa pipiliin ko. PERO WISHING PA DIN AKO SA DEBUT na yn. tae. Hahaha. Sana maka get over naman ako sa debut chorva na yan db?! Addciting na ang pota. Hahaha. K, I'll end this random shit. Sorry na. I just finshed watching Kim's debut e. Nabuhayan ulit yung loob ko kahit alam kong uber malabo na. K, bye.


Awwwwww. I just passed by Ate Kate's new blog entry a while ago and guess what? Special mention ako! :) Nye nye nye nye! Hahahaha. I'm sorry I know it's too shallow for me to blog something like this but I really find it sweet when someone gets to pencil me in, in his/her blog! :) I swear it really does! Especially that it was Ate Kate's blog entry, it even made it more special.

Okaaaaaaaay. First things first. Who is Ate Kate? :p Nanay ko nahihiwagaan na rin sa kanya so Imma give you the deets. :))

Ate Kate is my online and not so online Ate. :)) You know how you have an "online friend"? In our case, she's my online Ate and I'm her online little babygorl. Hahaha. Not so online because though I only met her through the web she makes me feel like I'm her little sister talaga. Parang I alreally met her in flesh! Like that. :) She gives me advices tapos she even gave me a pasalubong! Can you imagine that?! Siya pa nagbigay ng pasalubong! Hahaha. Don't ask me about the pasalubong because you will never get to understand. Hahaha. It's just between the 2 us and sa mga taong my "career life". Dba Ate Kate? :p

How we met? Hmmm. That's a secret I'll never tell. XoXo. Hahahaha. I met her in this one forum I usually go to. Teentalk? Pex? Pep? Guess all you like but I will never tell. Hahaha. :)) Bastaaaaaa I'm just glad that we both have tons in common that's why we became friends instantly! Awesome huh?:p

So there. It was even more special because I never thought that an Online Ate would treat me like this. I mean hello I haven't even met her yet tapos she does things like this na? Isn't she sucha sweetheart? Before I was never really into having friends online because I fear that they might just take advantage and those crappy stuffs my parents would often times tell me but you know what I have learned? They're not like that at all infact they're the sweetest cupcakes ever! :) I have already made a lot of friends online and some have been really good to me and they make feel like I'm just there, back home in the Philippines. :) and you know what's one good factor having friends online? You get to practice your tagalog once in a while. Hahahaha. :)) Seriously though. I've been learning a lot since I started having acquaintances online and dude, they're effective like shit! Awesomeness.

Okaaaaaaaay. Did I went beyond randomness already? :)) Hahaha. I just wanted to share that it's really fun having friends online! Seriously. It's not stupid nor creepy. You just have to choose who you're going to be friends with and everything will be alright. And yes, I am having fun having a looooooot of friends even just through the web. :D but Ate Kate if you are reading this we SHOULD connive when I get back mkay? Hahaha. I want to have a "career" as well! :)) This blog entry is not just for Ate Kate but for all my friends online who have been really really really friendly to me and made me feel I belong. Wow okaaaaay. Drama. HAHAHA. Special Mention ko na din si Adrei, Leslie & Hannah Marie. Thank you SOOO much! :)) As in, in general na yun ha? Hahaha. I really appreciated all the comments/Pms and YM convos we had. It was major kaadikan and todo sa laughtrip! You were the first ones who really made me feel that though I am 8fuckingthousand miles away from home, I am there with you guys and with that, Thank you! And of course who would forget Ate Jenn and Ate Racyh? :) Thank you mga Ate's though most of the time super pasaway ako you still hold on to your temper and super nice nyo pa din! Thank you SO much! Hoping to meet you guys soon pag uwi ko in the next 45 years! Hahaha. :))