30 minutes ago before my bestest friend in the world Charmaine and I talked through YM I was really so excited to blog everything that happened today. I was indeed EUPHORIC just because I am. Hahaha. No seriously because today was just as awesome as Paula Roldan and I just wanted to rant everything like everything as in it would take me 1 hour to blog. Hahaha. Over hindi naman mga 30 minutes or more lng. Hahaha. Okay I lost my "apetite" to blog first off because, the news Charmaine told me was obviously not good. My uber happy mood turned into a not-so-happy mood. I don't know why I instantly changed my mood and I started frowning. Sis if you're reading this I feel for you. Maybe nag balik siya sa dati niya na ugali and I don't like it. I may be discreet about how I feel about her but once she'll be bitchin you guys I wouldn't think twice and I would really confront her like sheeaaat. She could bitch me all she likes but not my friends, never! I treated her almost like a sister yet I still/we still got this kind of treatment? Bullcrap! I know you guys could still fix it pero in my case, i refuse to fix it pa. I'm so tired of being nice to her, I'm so sick of making her feel that I'm just here and I love her pero what did I get? My pictures got deleted in her personal album in her multiply account and worst, she deleted me in her contacts. Sweet of her huh?

You know what I don't really give a damn if you hate me because infact I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. Hating me won't make yourself superior nor would degrade myself as a human being. I would pretty much respect your reasons for hating me. I was taught by my Mommy that I can't please everybody and I guess you're one of that "everybody". Sayang because I was really hoping that we could patch things up and be friends again just like before per you're the one who's staying away from me. I feel like an idiot na for making siksik myself to you pero ikaw you keep on pushing me away. I seriously don't know what's up with you but I just want you to know that I do pray for you. :)) I am good naman in a way. Hahaha.

Oh well papel I won't let this issue get into my blissful day. There are merely 5 reasons why I am happy and you guys are lucky because I am in the mood to blog today this entry will be PACKED with interesting and not-so-interesting rants! Whoohoo.

1. I finally as in finally after 2 months of waiting I got my Seventeen Magazine. I subscribed last February and just today I got my first ever subscription. Yey. I am so happy! :)) So happy that I accidentaly tore the cover page while the opening the plastic. (Can you guys picture it out?) Hahaha. The cove girl is Hayden Panettiere. *eyes roll* WHO THE HECK IS SHE? Hahaha. I don't know herrr!! Hahaha

2. I am happy because Josef is still safe and confirmed he's still at Kuya's house. Whew. I was relief! :)) It was like what? 2 days of nonstop clamour of Tita Ana inside the house and i was just but hopeful that she would still stay inside the house for the sake of Josef and I am glad she did. :)) Well if not for Kuya's offer I bet they both left the house already. Tsk. Money talaga is the root of all evil.

3. Mommy got me a new pair of Boots and an Orange summer purse! :)) Today's Saturday so meaning, shopping day for us. Pero I wasn't able to go because since I am a heavy sleeper I didn't wake up when Mommy tried waking me up. WHAAAT? Hahaha. So they got me the boots and bag instead. Sweet life. :)) I kinda didn't like the bag though because it was kinda I don't know what you call it pero hindi siya tela at lalong hindi yung parang usual bag. Bsta iba but because the color was pretty I took it from her and acted as if I super duper mega liked the bag. The boots was awesome. I love the color and I love how it was elevated! It has heels on it and not to mention the uber cute fursssss. :D Summer winter-ish and summer-ish ang presents ko from Mom. Hahaha

4. I happy dahil sa simpleng bagay. Swear. I am happy because I have my glasses with me. Swear kasi If I don't, then I could die right now. I seriously can't see without my glasses. I only see things that are colorful pero I wouldn't recognize them. I can't read kahit one meter away lang and with that I feel inutil. We were on our way home kanina and I was so thrilled seeing signs plastered everywhere. I was like "Mom I can reaaaad that and that and thaaaaaat!" Awww. The joy of having glasses! Hahaha. My doctor said it's not not advicebale to have contacts daw or baka he was just being bitter. Hahaha. Pero Mommy said din kasi if I'm makalat and all and if I won't be careful enough with my contacts, tendency is I might go blind all my life so I was like NEVERMIND DOCTOR I'm cool with my glasses it even made an impact. Hahaha. People have been considering me smart(when infact I am 100% NOT SMART) since I started wearing em, so all is well. HAHAHA

5. and lastly I am just so happy to know that Baby James is not a baby anymore. :)) or... Should I be sad? Hahaha. Basta I am so happy kasi I've seen him grow. I was there when he had all his FIRSTS and I'm so happy. I was even the one who taught him to talk and I clearly remembered his first word was not papa, not mama but BABOOO which means BABOY and he was obviously referring to me. Hahaha. Then sunod was "tae" because we actually say the word a lot so na-aadopt nya and the cutest word he ever spoke was "BABAB!" Awww. :)) He meant, Spongebob. The scenario's always like this when he's at home the first thing he'll grab is the remote control, he'll then give to me, stand in front of everybody and say "BABAB!" Awww. :)) Ako din nagturo sa kanya how to do the "flying kiss", high 5, align, his famous gwapo pose, his nguso with matching inhale and exhale, his kagat labi dance and the locomotion dance! :)) Mukhang hindi naman ako nagmukhang nanay ni James no? HAHAHA. Pero I don't know he follows kaagad kasi pag ako. Maybe because kasi baby pa lang siya I always make him feel that I love him and I hug him like every second! Mommy said it's better dw to hug them babies kasi they feel na they are being loved and I glad I did. I love James too much, too much that consider him as my first child. Hahaha. Oo tange hindi ko sya anak. HAHAHA. "consider" lang because hindi siya nanggaling sakin noh! Haha. Mommy even told me one time "Okay na Pao you can have a baby na pero try learning how to cook naman so you could survive once you get married" Haha. Bongga! :)) Fear ko lang is that baka one day when he grows up na he wouldn't take me kissing him. You know naman how kids are here in the States. Haay.:)) I'm surely going to keep this blog forever so that when he grows up I will show him this blog and I will tell him how much Ate Pao loves him. :D Hayyy.

So this is pretty much everything. I guess I have said everything I wanted to say. Pero wait parang I didn't elaborate why my day went really good?! Hahaha. Basta yun na yun. Nasa post ko na. Pagod na pagod na ko sa kakatype. As in feeling ko super thin na ng skin ko sa fingers ko and baka tomorrow I wouldn't have any skin left!! Hahaha. Over. OMG this is a pretty long ass post. Hahaha. I hope you did finish reading everything. Hahaha. Send me a comment once you finished reading ha? Just to let me know that you had the effort to read everything that I unceasingly typed. Haha.

Wait. I have tanong.

If you're like always on your laptop 24/7 and it's kinda like on your tummy na most of the time would that affect you onhaving babies? Hahaha. You know the radiation and all? I'm just curious kasi I think Mommy once told me that and I was scared pero I still do it. Naglalaptop kasi ako sa bed and it's always as in always nasa tummy ko sya or somewhere in my puson so I am just curious kasi I WANT TO HAVE A BABY! HAHAHA. I don't wan't to be baog all my life parang walang worth yung pagiging female ko. Hahaha. Can somebody tell me what are the possible things that could happen if you usually make patong your laptop in your tummy and all the radiation gets in to your system and all the chuva ek ek? Please, I am bothered. HAHAHA. Pero I am serious. 100%. You can send me all your answers sa email ko. It's litolragdoll@yahoo.com. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

That was random. :))



With all the love bestowed by God,

Paulaboo.