Fuck I just can't put myself to sleep and it's almost 5 am in the morning! Baaaaah. In the past 7 hours I've been acting so busy and feeling ko sobrang dami kong ginagawa when infact I just sit down, chat, do comments on friendster, watched PBB through youtube and nothing else but I feel so busy. Errr. My system is still working. I'm surprised because a batugan like me should be sleeping already and not like this. Insomniac attacks again? Fuck that shit.

I just finished doing my "nobela" and sent it to someone special. I am guessing you guys already know who he is. :) You know the guy na parating star sa blogs ko. lol. Yes I just did like a 6 paragraph love letter and I am not even sure if he's interested in reading it. But I am praying talaga that he would. It has been like 2 years already after the issue and I guess it is only but proper to talk it over and fix whatever what was ruined. Before he finally became my "lover" he used to be a close friend of mine. Can you say bestfriends? Sure we are until such point that we already outgrow ourselves and we came passing through the next border and became lovers nga. Anong connect? Hahaha. I am just saying that even though we couldn't have our "love" back together. You know BF/GF kind of thing, atleast I just want my NIPPY back. :D

Nippy. Sounds familiar huh? Yessss. You're right. Nippy as in Anne-Luis endearment. We found it cute so ginaya namin but not only that. It is also because Anne and Luis are really close pero dba they kept on telling the whole world na they're not together pero "somewhat" sila? So we kinda have the same situation so we decided na Nippy na lng and when I call him Nippy there's no malice to it. As in like for us Nippy stands as FRIEND/BESTFRIEND. And that's what I asked for him. I told him that I want my Nippy back. I want our closeness back. I am not even asking for him to love me in return just my nippy and I will be okay.

Tangina kasi yung girlfriend dude. Mas matindi pa Pulis kung makabantay. Hindi pa yan sya nag rorotonda ha. As in promise kulang na lang eh magkaron na ng Dog tag yung si First love e at swak na swak na sila. Si Bantay at ang Pulis Patola. Grabe pa kung makatitig. Tipong maguguho na ang mundo look. Parang ganon. Tapos yung mouth nya. OMG daig pa machine gun. Super kung mag kwento. Inaagaw ko daw kasi yung boyfriend nya eh in the first place pinahiram ko lang naman sa kanya inangkin niya na kaagad. Hello dude okay ka lang? Pero seriously speaking ayoko ko talaga sa kanya hindi lang dahil masaya sila ni first love pero dahil na rin maitim ang kanyang budhi. Mas ma itim pa ky Whitney Tayson. Hindi ko alam spelling ng pangalan nya bsta yung ubod na itim na comidiyante.

Hindi lang yun feeling niya dahil sila ni first love eh sa kanya na ang buong mundo at tuwang tuwa talaga ang pulis patola na yun dahil nagdurusa ako ngayon tapos sila masaya sila together. Well then girl I dont give a fccccck. oppps Sorry rated PG pala ang blog ko. Sorry naman, in love lang. SO yun na. Sana naman mag reply si bantay para malaman ko ang estado ko sa buhay. Tsk. I feel like im hanging on a cliff. I dont know what to do. Ohhh bongga. :)) Hahaha

Haayyy. Sana my improvement naman sa buhay ko. Mag wawan year na wala pa rin akong love life. I am not used to this! HAHAHAAHAHA. Chikaaa!