Monday, April 7, 2008
College is too soon.
Prom is over, HURRAH! :) I've been stressed out because of Prom so now that it's over I don't have to get all agitated about how the thing will go and those kind of stuff. I am fuhreee! . . . Not. I still have Orientations and Class Schdeuling to be taken cared off. :( Boo. I will be in MJC this Wednesday for my Orientation and in that same day I am hoping that I could get my classes too. 3 weeks from now, Summer Classes will start already and just by thinking that in approximately 3 weeks I will be going to school just sucks! I still don't want to go to school hell freaking no! I still want to laze around the house, bum myself as much as I can, sleep hecka late and wake up hecka late as well, and not having homeworks/tests to be though about! Boooooo. I hate going to school. School spells STRESS. :( Now that I am already in college I have more loads to do now just doesn't feel right. I thought when you are in college everything just follow through. Everything is easssy.. but how can it be easy when I have Maths? :( FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK. You know damn well that Math is my weakest if not my poor subject ever. Seriously just by hearing the word Math makes me puke already. Like I am not even kidding. :(
Too much stressssinnng. As soon as I get my Orientation done and my Class Scheduling I am so going to enjoy the remaining days of being a bummer. I bet my life on this one, I am going to do something ILLEGAL. hahaha. NOOOT.
Made love @ 8:47 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)