Thursday, April 17, 2008
Classes.
I'm kinda like worried right now like fuck. :( I went through my domain in MJC moments ago trying to sign in for classes. I was really eager and excited of signing my ass off to Sociology 101 and Speech 101 only to find out that they're all closed. :( Shit, i was really about to cry because what if I would end up not having both of those classes?! Karl told me to talk things over my councelor first and stuff like that, the thing we didn't consider was what it the class gets full? Errr. I really mad like sheeee-aat but I can't blame him though. He was just tryna help but what if I can't be in those classes?! What will happen to me now?! During my orientation the Councelor told me that there are only 3 classes left. Socioloy, Anthropoloy and Speech if I won't get in in those classes my registration will be moved back and I will be going to college in fall instead and I DONT LIKE THAT IDEA! Nooo! I just hope that tomorrow, my councelor would really guide me through these and would give me the chance o get in those classes thinking that it will start in barely 3 weeks. Shit. I really want to take Socio and Speech so baddddd! :(( So help me God. Hopefully I could really get through the waiting list. Huhu. Please include me in your prayers you guys, I really need that right now. Huhu.
Made love @ 9:24 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)