Three Important things.

1. Duuuuuuude. Nakakaloka I have like 15 friend request sa Multiply. OH MY GHOD. I just logged out mga 15 minutes ago because I restarted my laptop and all tas now when I signed back, viola I have 15 Invitations! They come really really fast infairness. Okaaaay all these are all because 1st, I posted something really juicy in Josef Fan Site approximately 4 hours ago. 2nd the Nicosef Moderator Jhoyce made as her "Partner in Crime" for her site. I was like whaaaaaaaaaaat?! and lastly because Jhoyce really linked me in the Nicosef fansite and people goooooooot crazy because my description there was "sya nag babantay sa haters ng nicosef!" Baaaaaah. I'm the whaaaaaaaat? Hahahaha. :)) So there. Instant Admin? Hahaha. It feels great though because Jhoyce the Moderator/Admin trusted me instantly and I am not even expecting that. I don't know what it do babyboo. Hahaha. :D Seriously but there's really no reason behind. :D and to think that it was only my 3rd time going to her fansite she sent me a PM already. Very sweeet. :D Hehehe. Oh well. So ayun.

2. I TRIED with the capital T, tried my best to beautifully rip my pants but I guess it really didn't work. I exerted my full creativity on this one but the outcome sucks! I wasted almost 2 hours of my precious time only to see that my work is an ugly sheeee-at. Huhu. Now I have to think what to do on my pants since it looks crappy and it doesn't look groovy. It looks snappy and very "trying hard". Huhu. I tried out 2 of my most loved pants and now I'm super worried kasi what will I wear na kasi I inexperiment ko yung pants ko. Huhu. Ghod this is what boredom does to you talaga. Kahit na yung mga bagay na hindi ka inaano, ginugulo mo. Yan tuloy I just lost 2 pants. There's no way that I will be wearing them anymore kasi it looks very revealing. The way I ripped it, is sobrang rip as in RIPNESS in a MAJOR WAY talaga! Huhu.

3. Who was able to see Wowowee last saturday? Shit Major kiligness bet Ma and Z. :D Hahahahha. OMG seriously I died. First segment pa lang eh tae yan! Hahaha. Ang lakas maka kilig nung dalawa. Sorry naman fan e. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA! Shit. I was like That's My ZANJOOOOOOOE! Hahahaha. Kidding. Haay. As I was kilig in a major way and I know my KTGS out there are kilig also! Don't deny. :p Hahahahaha. And OMG JON. EITITING. EITITING. EITITING. Okaaaay Jon. STOP! Hahahaha. :)) As simple word seems so hard for Jon. :D Entertain. again ENTERTAIN. HAHAHAHA. You know Jon just like ENTERTAIN-----MENT LIVE.

Okaaaaaaay this post is so random. My first and last reason is very taaacky. Hahahaha. Lumalabas pagka jologs ko. Sorry naman everyday of my life TV kaharap ko, TFC. So what do you expect. Atleast I have a "life" in TFC. HAHAHA


To all Nicosef and Yonic fans you could all go to their fansite for the latest gossip/chicka/happenings about Nicole and Josef. CLICK THIS! They provide the 24/7 videos but only with Josef and Nicole sa video. The moderator also put up transcript and pictures too. :)) So if you are a Nicosef and Yonic fan then get your ass signed at multiply and add it right away! :D

-The Moderator asked some helped to somehow "advertise" her fansite because it's kinda dead and there are only a few members. And since I like Nicole and Josef I was kind enough to volunteer myself and told her I will "plug" her fansite. :) lol. So there you go. Even dw just a simple message sa guestbook is good enough na dw. She just wanted to like spread the good news. :)


WHO HAS FACEBOOK? I just signed in at FACEBOOK! 30 minutes ago and I am in need of having new set of friends from there. Hahaha. I feel like a total loser for just having one friend! Hahaha. Weird. My profile is public so anybody could just hit and Add me. :D You could search me through my name or through my e-mail address. It's Paula Roldan or litolragdoll[at]yahoo[dot]com mkay? Kisses to all! After reading this, if you have a facebook account go try and look for me mkay? loveyou guys!


Pffft! I'm currently watching YSPEAK right now and guess what their topic is. BLOGS. I really didn't think that Blogging nowadays is a big thing. I mean while watching it I have learned that you can actually make money out of blogging and that is so freakin cool! :) I was like Just by sharing your thoughts to the public you could earn money in an instant? LOL. But of course you have to be a good writer though and your contents should be really really that interesting so that people would actually visit your blog. But in my case? No thank you. My rants are boring. My english is not perfect, I don't have wide range in vocabs and worst I blog mostly about myself and nothing more! Hahaha. There might be some circumstances that Mariel Rodriguez is usually the main topic but that happens very rare. Or there might be times that T3 would be the pa i-star in my blog but for the most part, it usually talks about ME, ME, ME && ME alone. Hahaha. But that's what blog is all about right? Sharing your thoughts/experiences in public and besides this is my blog and I guess I just have all the right to blog whatever I want it may be about Mariel, about first love or simply just all about Me. :)) Hahaha.

So okay a little history about me being a blogger. :D

I started blogging way back 3rd grade. Don't react. I know the "blogging phenomenon" haven't actually started yet but what I meant about "blogging" was having a diary of my own and writing stuffs in it that actually happened to me on that particular day. Or in the old times what we call a diary. Hahaha. Blogging is an online diary right so wag ka ng umangal. My diary's name was Amanda and for 3 years Amanda was my confidante. She was my Winnie the Pooh/Powerpuff Girls/Precious Moments 100 leaves notebook na after the last page it looks gutay gutay already. She was just a notebook but take note, she had helped me a lot especially when I thought that the whole world turned it's back on me. Oh drama! :)) Pero after 6th grade I stopped writing.

I entered a Special Science Class in High School just like the Philippine Science HS kind of School so you can just imagine all the paperworks are placed infront of me and all the test that should be taken. So there was really no time of writing/ranting about what happened to me at all. Studying and homeworks just took all my time until such time that I forgot how to write a diary already. I mean I tried writing but I guess it didn't work! Hahaha. My first rant was lousy the 2nd rant it came off really obsessive and I also felt behind. Behind in a way that my friend Janina was pouring all her thoughts in her blog through the web while me, I pour everything in a piece of paper using either my pencil or pen. Hahaha. :)) I felt like there was something wrong. How come she can blog away in just one click and I have to experience a lot of hassle while writing everything in? lol. January 2005 I started putting up my own blog. Well Janina actually did all the editing and all but ofcourse I did the blogging. It felt a little better because there's really no hassle and it felt great until such time that I was already addicted to it already! Hahaha. There was even a time that I would blog 2 to 3 times a day. Hahaha. :D But due to my memory gap/loss i forgot my password in my old blogger and I never got the chance to retrieve it thats why I decided to use Multiply instead and after like a year or so I had another blog and eto na nga yun. HAHAHAHA.

Sorry for the long rant. :)) I just wanted to share and I wanna let some people know that blogging is not a waste of time. Blogging is like a theraphy. Seriously. :D It really helps a lot especially when you feel like a total loser and there's no one else to talk to. BLOG KA NA LANG. Atleast you would be able to express your thoughts and one good factor about blogging, (just like what ate bianca said) you earn friends online. :D They're your audience. Kaya I am glad that super dami din pala ng advantages if you have a blog. :) Blogging is not just another piece of crap, bloggins is helpful in a looooooot of ways. Seriously.


Fuck I just can't put myself to sleep and it's almost 5 am in the morning! Baaaaah. In the past 7 hours I've been acting so busy and feeling ko sobrang dami kong ginagawa when infact I just sit down, chat, do comments on friendster, watched PBB through youtube and nothing else but I feel so busy. Errr. My system is still working. I'm surprised because a batugan like me should be sleeping already and not like this. Insomniac attacks again? Fuck that shit.

I just finished doing my "nobela" and sent it to someone special. I am guessing you guys already know who he is. :) You know the guy na parating star sa blogs ko. lol. Yes I just did like a 6 paragraph love letter and I am not even sure if he's interested in reading it. But I am praying talaga that he would. It has been like 2 years already after the issue and I guess it is only but proper to talk it over and fix whatever what was ruined. Before he finally became my "lover" he used to be a close friend of mine. Can you say bestfriends? Sure we are until such point that we already outgrow ourselves and we came passing through the next border and became lovers nga. Anong connect? Hahaha. I am just saying that even though we couldn't have our "love" back together. You know BF/GF kind of thing, atleast I just want my NIPPY back. :D

Nippy. Sounds familiar huh? Yessss. You're right. Nippy as in Anne-Luis endearment. We found it cute so ginaya namin but not only that. It is also because Anne and Luis are really close pero dba they kept on telling the whole world na they're not together pero "somewhat" sila? So we kinda have the same situation so we decided na Nippy na lng and when I call him Nippy there's no malice to it. As in like for us Nippy stands as FRIEND/BESTFRIEND. And that's what I asked for him. I told him that I want my Nippy back. I want our closeness back. I am not even asking for him to love me in return just my nippy and I will be okay.

Tangina kasi yung girlfriend dude. Mas matindi pa Pulis kung makabantay. Hindi pa yan sya nag rorotonda ha. As in promise kulang na lang eh magkaron na ng Dog tag yung si First love e at swak na swak na sila. Si Bantay at ang Pulis Patola. Grabe pa kung makatitig. Tipong maguguho na ang mundo look. Parang ganon. Tapos yung mouth nya. OMG daig pa machine gun. Super kung mag kwento. Inaagaw ko daw kasi yung boyfriend nya eh in the first place pinahiram ko lang naman sa kanya inangkin niya na kaagad. Hello dude okay ka lang? Pero seriously speaking ayoko ko talaga sa kanya hindi lang dahil masaya sila ni first love pero dahil na rin maitim ang kanyang budhi. Mas ma itim pa ky Whitney Tayson. Hindi ko alam spelling ng pangalan nya bsta yung ubod na itim na comidiyante.

Hindi lang yun feeling niya dahil sila ni first love eh sa kanya na ang buong mundo at tuwang tuwa talaga ang pulis patola na yun dahil nagdurusa ako ngayon tapos sila masaya sila together. Well then girl I dont give a fccccck. oppps Sorry rated PG pala ang blog ko. Sorry naman, in love lang. SO yun na. Sana naman mag reply si bantay para malaman ko ang estado ko sa buhay. Tsk. I feel like im hanging on a cliff. I dont know what to do. Ohhh bongga. :)) Hahaha

Haayyy. Sana my improvement naman sa buhay ko. Mag wawan year na wala pa rin akong love life. I am not used to this! HAHAHAAHAHA. Chikaaa!


Nobody beats Arnel Pineda's voice.

He is simply amazing! :D I love his voice. It's sooo smooth and groovy. Laglag na jaw ko when I saw his first ever concert in Chile. He was hella good. Parang ang super heavenly yung voice. Wow, heavenly!? WTH? Haha. Baaasta! I just love his voice but not him. Err. Sorry I will be judgemental again pero he looks. Hmmm. No comment.:p Basta what is important is his voice and everything is unoticeable. :p Well his hair is a big exception though. I'm quite bothered because I feel like he doesn't know what BRUSH is. Hahaha. But it's okaaay I could brush hs hair for him. Awww. :D

and oh I'm currently watching Wowowee (because there's nothing else to watch) and I just loooooove Mariel's dress. So yellowww so goooold so pretty. :) I want something like that too. Buy me one? Ask her where she got it and I will love you forever. Hahaha. && I love Mariel too. Hahaha. Shiit Labo. Bye na. xoxo

and before i forget please do vote Josef & Nicole. :D I love Josef and I really find Nicole pretty. Please and Thank you! ♥


30 minutes ago before my bestest friend in the world Charmaine and I talked through YM I was really so excited to blog everything that happened today. I was indeed EUPHORIC just because I am. Hahaha. No seriously because today was just as awesome as Paula Roldan and I just wanted to rant everything like everything as in it would take me 1 hour to blog. Hahaha. Over hindi naman mga 30 minutes or more lng. Hahaha. Okay I lost my "apetite" to blog first off because, the news Charmaine told me was obviously not good. My uber happy mood turned into a not-so-happy mood. I don't know why I instantly changed my mood and I started frowning. Sis if you're reading this I feel for you. Maybe nag balik siya sa dati niya na ugali and I don't like it. I may be discreet about how I feel about her but once she'll be bitchin you guys I wouldn't think twice and I would really confront her like sheeaaat. She could bitch me all she likes but not my friends, never! I treated her almost like a sister yet I still/we still got this kind of treatment? Bullcrap! I know you guys could still fix it pero in my case, i refuse to fix it pa. I'm so tired of being nice to her, I'm so sick of making her feel that I'm just here and I love her pero what did I get? My pictures got deleted in her personal album in her multiply account and worst, she deleted me in her contacts. Sweet of her huh?

You know what I don't really give a damn if you hate me because infact I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. Hating me won't make yourself superior nor would degrade myself as a human being. I would pretty much respect your reasons for hating me. I was taught by my Mommy that I can't please everybody and I guess you're one of that "everybody". Sayang because I was really hoping that we could patch things up and be friends again just like before per you're the one who's staying away from me. I feel like an idiot na for making siksik myself to you pero ikaw you keep on pushing me away. I seriously don't know what's up with you but I just want you to know that I do pray for you. :)) I am good naman in a way. Hahaha.

Oh well papel I won't let this issue get into my blissful day. There are merely 5 reasons why I am happy and you guys are lucky because I am in the mood to blog today this entry will be PACKED with interesting and not-so-interesting rants! Whoohoo.

1. I finally as in finally after 2 months of waiting I got my Seventeen Magazine. I subscribed last February and just today I got my first ever subscription. Yey. I am so happy! :)) So happy that I accidentaly tore the cover page while the opening the plastic. (Can you guys picture it out?) Hahaha. The cove girl is Hayden Panettiere. *eyes roll* WHO THE HECK IS SHE? Hahaha. I don't know herrr!! Hahaha

2. I am happy because Josef is still safe and confirmed he's still at Kuya's house. Whew. I was relief! :)) It was like what? 2 days of nonstop clamour of Tita Ana inside the house and i was just but hopeful that she would still stay inside the house for the sake of Josef and I am glad she did. :)) Well if not for Kuya's offer I bet they both left the house already. Tsk. Money talaga is the root of all evil.

3. Mommy got me a new pair of Boots and an Orange summer purse! :)) Today's Saturday so meaning, shopping day for us. Pero I wasn't able to go because since I am a heavy sleeper I didn't wake up when Mommy tried waking me up. WHAAAT? Hahaha. So they got me the boots and bag instead. Sweet life. :)) I kinda didn't like the bag though because it was kinda I don't know what you call it pero hindi siya tela at lalong hindi yung parang usual bag. Bsta iba but because the color was pretty I took it from her and acted as if I super duper mega liked the bag. The boots was awesome. I love the color and I love how it was elevated! It has heels on it and not to mention the uber cute fursssss. :D Summer winter-ish and summer-ish ang presents ko from Mom. Hahaha

4. I happy dahil sa simpleng bagay. Swear. I am happy because I have my glasses with me. Swear kasi If I don't, then I could die right now. I seriously can't see without my glasses. I only see things that are colorful pero I wouldn't recognize them. I can't read kahit one meter away lang and with that I feel inutil. We were on our way home kanina and I was so thrilled seeing signs plastered everywhere. I was like "Mom I can reaaaad that and that and thaaaaaat!" Awww. The joy of having glasses! Hahaha. My doctor said it's not not advicebale to have contacts daw or baka he was just being bitter. Hahaha. Pero Mommy said din kasi if I'm makalat and all and if I won't be careful enough with my contacts, tendency is I might go blind all my life so I was like NEVERMIND DOCTOR I'm cool with my glasses it even made an impact. Hahaha. People have been considering me smart(when infact I am 100% NOT SMART) since I started wearing em, so all is well. HAHAHA

5. and lastly I am just so happy to know that Baby James is not a baby anymore. :)) or... Should I be sad? Hahaha. Basta I am so happy kasi I've seen him grow. I was there when he had all his FIRSTS and I'm so happy. I was even the one who taught him to talk and I clearly remembered his first word was not papa, not mama but BABOOO which means BABOY and he was obviously referring to me. Hahaha. Then sunod was "tae" because we actually say the word a lot so na-aadopt nya and the cutest word he ever spoke was "BABAB!" Awww. :)) He meant, Spongebob. The scenario's always like this when he's at home the first thing he'll grab is the remote control, he'll then give to me, stand in front of everybody and say "BABAB!" Awww. :)) Ako din nagturo sa kanya how to do the "flying kiss", high 5, align, his famous gwapo pose, his nguso with matching inhale and exhale, his kagat labi dance and the locomotion dance! :)) Mukhang hindi naman ako nagmukhang nanay ni James no? HAHAHA. Pero I don't know he follows kaagad kasi pag ako. Maybe because kasi baby pa lang siya I always make him feel that I love him and I hug him like every second! Mommy said it's better dw to hug them babies kasi they feel na they are being loved and I glad I did. I love James too much, too much that consider him as my first child. Hahaha. Oo tange hindi ko sya anak. HAHAHA. "consider" lang because hindi siya nanggaling sakin noh! Haha. Mommy even told me one time "Okay na Pao you can have a baby na pero try learning how to cook naman so you could survive once you get married" Haha. Bongga! :)) Fear ko lang is that baka one day when he grows up na he wouldn't take me kissing him. You know naman how kids are here in the States. Haay.:)) I'm surely going to keep this blog forever so that when he grows up I will show him this blog and I will tell him how much Ate Pao loves him. :D Hayyy.

So this is pretty much everything. I guess I have said everything I wanted to say. Pero wait parang I didn't elaborate why my day went really good?! Hahaha. Basta yun na yun. Nasa post ko na. Pagod na pagod na ko sa kakatype. As in feeling ko super thin na ng skin ko sa fingers ko and baka tomorrow I wouldn't have any skin left!! Hahaha. Over. OMG this is a pretty long ass post. Hahaha. I hope you did finish reading everything. Hahaha. Send me a comment once you finished reading ha? Just to let me know that you had the effort to read everything that I unceasingly typed. Haha.

Wait. I have tanong.

If you're like always on your laptop 24/7 and it's kinda like on your tummy na most of the time would that affect you onhaving babies? Hahaha. You know the radiation and all? I'm just curious kasi I think Mommy once told me that and I was scared pero I still do it. Naglalaptop kasi ako sa bed and it's always as in always nasa tummy ko sya or somewhere in my puson so I am just curious kasi I WANT TO HAVE A BABY! HAHAHA. I don't wan't to be baog all my life parang walang worth yung pagiging female ko. Hahaha. Can somebody tell me what are the possible things that could happen if you usually make patong your laptop in your tummy and all the radiation gets in to your system and all the chuva ek ek? Please, I am bothered. HAHAHA. Pero I am serious. 100%. You can send me all your answers sa email ko. It's litolragdoll@yahoo.com. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

That was random. :))



With all the love bestowed by God,

Paulaboo.


Whew. I just finished reading like half of Saab Magalona's blogspot and she kinda inspired me to write a blog. lol. Well I've been blogging since forever thought but just the thought of blogging ininspire niya ko. I never thought Saab was that kalog. :D She really is. I wonder if Maxene is like that too. I personally added her in Multiply as well simply because I wanted to see the videos that she's making or the pictures that she's editing. :D I just wanna tryna chekc out how the real Saab is. Not the Saab that we usual see on tv, not the artista Saab but "normal" Saab. :) I loooove reading her rants because it's wayy too random. (not in a bad way though). I just love how she's so random and can easily switch topic in an instant! Yey. I will be, for sure her ultimate blog reader from now on. Hindi pa ko nangangalahati, well almost there na ko pero there's still more. So I will really take my precious time reading her rants. To Saab if ever you're reading this, you are one heck of a blogger! I love all your posts!

Anyhow, I went to MJC today for the nth time. I went to talk to my councelor regarding my status. I told her that I was trying to register for my classes but it turned out that everything was taken already. I told her as well that I signed up for Speech 100- waiting list ako at pang lima && Sociology 150- waiting list pa din ika 4. So she was like "Well there's a chance that you could get in to those classes but don't expect too much" ang mas masaklap pa is I wouldn't know kung nakapasok ako sa class not until May 5th! Tae naman may 5th is officially the start of summer classes! Grabe I was idle for a while kasi shit naman first day of class ko pa malalaman parang todo naman yata ito sa pabitin? So the whole time I will be praying real hard talaga just for me to get into at least one of those classes because if not, Mommy will surely kill me! Baaaaah. I was about to grab my councelor's hair when she told me that I should wait til May 5th, I was really impulsive na pero I was like Nevermind. I left MJC with a long face pero when I got to my school, Davis I was entirely stoked when I saw our Prom pictures! :) Yey they finally arrived! They're studio pictures by the way with the The of the tropics background. I loooooove it. We simply looked gorgeous. hahaha. (ayy assuming ako!?) I gave Karl his copy and his reaction was violent. Hahaha. Sabi ba naman "Ito lang yung 20 dollars ko? All in all? Tsk not worth it!" Hahaha. Gago ka ba? Nag pose pose ka naman dun e. Muntik mo na ngang masira yung tarp/bg sa sobrang excited! Hahaha. Oh well good times with Karl on the phone early this evening. Hahaha.

Hmmm. Speaking of goodtimes, talking to Nang Princess is always fun. Like major fun plus S. Hahaha. I like talking to her because we have the same interests and it's so awesome plus not to mention that though she had gone that faaaar, she remained to be down to earth. Who's Princess? See it for yourself. Okaaay just to have a lil idea about her she is: a debater. Is that really how you call her? but yeah, she debates a lot and she even won heaps of awards. She studies at DLSU and taking Legal Management. She is currently single (ehem) and very much available. Hahaha. She loves fashion and gossip girl (oh dba same interests?!) and soo much more. Hahaha. I am just thrilled to say good things about her because I really enjoyed talking to her though YM today. Hahaha. Kahit super out of this world minsa yung topic super saya pa din. :D Pero shmpre pag boys na yung topic hindi na out of this world. Hahaha. Okaaaaaaay. People from Dlsu you might have seen her pictures plastered around your campus or if not her face might be familiar. :) Oh well me and erika just had a blast talking to her today. Hahaha. And there's also one thing I na parang I feel like I really wanna to talk to her. Haha. It's because I see Mariel in her. Seriously I really do. She used to have this uber pretty picture (in her old friendster account) na she really looked like Mariel so everytime I would talk to her I feel like I am talking to Mariel as well. (fan na fan!? Hahaha) pero syempre aside from that I looover her personality. She's so true and suppper funny, swear! Hehehe.

So much about Nang Princess me and Erika && Saab && sige pati si Mariel. Hahaha. :D It's barely 3:12 am an I am still alive and kicking! Well I am just finishing this blog entry though and Imma head off to la la laannd! I haven't slept for 8 hours 4 days straight now so i really have to make bawi pero I guess I just can't. Again. It's wowowee tomorrow and they said Zanjoe will be there! Baaaaah. I won't miss it for anything no so I will wake up early in the morning tomorrow just to catch up Wowowee. Hahaha. Yuck jologs mode ako. Eh ano naman sayo dba? As if kayo lang mundo ko. Hahaha. Hello my Zanjoe and Mariel pa kaya. =)) Hahaha. Ang kokontra lagot sa akin. =)) Hahaha. I just loooooove being a KTG and MorCon. I'm so addicted to it. Hahaha. (aba special mention kayo?! hehe) Oh well, I'm really sleepy na I guess imma go now. Thanks for wasting your time reading my uber sa random rant. Hahaha. Taroosh. Ubod sa skepertash!

XOXO


I'm kinda like worried right now like fuck. :( I went through my domain in MJC moments ago trying to sign in for classes. I was really eager and excited of signing my ass off to Sociology 101 and Speech 101 only to find out that they're all closed. :( Shit, i was really about to cry because what if I would end up not having both of those classes?! Karl told me to talk things over my councelor first and stuff like that, the thing we didn't consider was what it the class gets full? Errr. I really mad like sheeee-aat but I can't blame him though. He was just tryna help but what if I can't be in those classes?! What will happen to me now?! During my orientation the Councelor told me that there are only 3 classes left. Socioloy, Anthropoloy and Speech if I won't get in in those classes my registration will be moved back and I will be going to college in fall instead and I DONT LIKE THAT IDEA! Nooo! I just hope that tomorrow, my councelor would really guide me through these and would give me the chance o get in those classes thinking that it will start in barely 3 weeks. Shit. I really want to take Socio and Speech so baddddd! :(( So help me God. Hopefully I could really get through the waiting list. Huhu. Please include me in your prayers you guys, I really need that right now. Huhu.


Yey I'm almost home! :D Im already here in Los Angeles at my uncle's house and I can't wait til I finally come home. lol. I wanted to make kwento right now but it's barely 1 am and I'm kind of sleepy too plus I am still finishing PBB so yeah. :) Hopefully we could go home tomorrow early so I could blog my ass away the whole day tomorrow. Hahaha. I have sooo much things to share. Hahaha. Water in Vegas is sick dude. Seriously. *eyes roll*


It's our favorite time of the day, Uber naaaaaaaaa! :))

Hahaha. Okaaaay I'm bored and i can't head off to bed. Errr.

Insomnia again!? Hellfuckinno! :(( So I'm like in my Parent's room right now because we just finsihed watching 30 days of night and it was hella scary shit right there. Ugly Vampires everywhere dude. Hahaha. :)) So I was kinda so into the movie and I myself got scared by the frikkin stupid vampire who loves to bite people at their necks! Hahaha. I was like "Why on earth they have to bite the neck first?" I'm just curious. or being stupid? :)) Hahaha. Oh well. So yeah. Here I am blogging my ass while looking at my parent's precious faces. Hahaha. They're hecka snoring right this very moment by the way. Hahaha. and just look at my brother. Hahaha. Priceless face. Heads up with hands on his tummy and his mouth is half open. Hahaha. Oh wow! :)) WINNER!

Tomorrow's Saturday, I mean it's already Saturday and we'll head off to Stockton by 1pm which meanssss..

CHURROS DAY FOR ME! :)) With loads of condensed milk on it!! :) Sounds yummy, yeah? :)) Hahaha. Yey. I can't barely wait for the next 9 hours of mu lifeeee. I haven't eaten churros for like almost 1 month now and I bet Imma be piggin out tomorrow. Churros, I'll come and get chaaa! Hahaha. :p

and oh yeah. We went to FoodMaxx had our grocery today and I had FUN! :) Brother wasn't with us so I had all the opportuniy to grab everythang I wanted because he wasn't there to stop me. Hahaha. I had 4 bags of Crunch Chocolates, Doritos, Cheetos Crunchy, Rice Krispy with 4 different flavors, Nutella (hella good), 2 Monster and crapload of candiess. Yey for me. I was super grabbing everything that I could and I was hella enjoying my ass pushin the cart because everything that was on it, were all my stuff. Hahaha. :)) Super Baboy ako. Puro food e. Hahaha. Pero kaya nga they called it FoodMaxx because it's a grocery store. So what do you buy sa grocery store ba? Clothes? Hahaha. Okaaay corny. :)) So when I got home I was really worried where to keep my goodies before brother sees it. Haha. I'm selfish e and I will not share my food with him. It was his fault he was at his friends house smoking weed! Hahaha. JOKEEE! No, he was actually having some good times with his friends playing their guitars. Frikkin emo kids! Hahaha. :)) So I finally found a place where to hide my stuffs. :p MY CABINET! :p but I was thinking baka roaches will come get my stuff so I kinda moved them to a different hiding place. Haha. They're under my pillows na now and I bet roaches won't come and attact my stuff kasi super elevated bed ko. :p Yey. Hahaha. But I will move them nanaman again tomorrow in a SAFER PLACE. I was thinking sa ref na lang so that my chocolates won't melt pero I thought hindi naman natutunaw chocolates here because the weather's still cool. Hahaha. Ahhhh whatever. I will handle that tomorrow na lang. :p

Omg. This has gone far na pala. I didn't realize. Hahaha. Ayy I have kwento.

So we were in FoodMaxx right? and I went browsing the People's Magazine and I saw the Gossip Girl Promo picture that looked like something like this. BUT, it wasn't OMFG, it was just OMG.

And then Mommy was like "OMG. Diba Pao Oh My God yan?" Mommy with her wide smile. I was all "Yeah. Didn't you know that?" "No. Actually when I was on your laptop I saw it sa pm ni Charmaine where she said OMG. Oh my god pala yun" She said. Hahahaha. I was bursting into laughter because all these time she doesn't know the abbreviation pala. Hahaha. Then I shared to her some abbreviations pa like LOL, ROLF, BRB and so much and she was thrilled! Hahaha. Seriously, she was. Haha. Ang promdi ni Mommy e. She doesn't know those words. :p Tapos I told her. "Mommy si Jaime Lynne 7 months pregnant na. Grabe" she was like "Who's jimilin?" JIMILIN because that how she said it. Hahaha. She thought one word lang Jaime Lynne. Hahaha. I told her "Mom it's JAY-MEE LEEEN. As in Jaime Lynne Spears" Hahahaha. Tawa sya e. Kala nya kung cnong JIMILIN. Hahahahha. And wait I told her about Gossip Girl too. And I told her how awesome the tv series is. Pero sabi ko they are fond of sexytime scenes so it wasn't kinda good example. So humirit sya again "So then why are you watching that kung puro sexytime? Are you enjoying it?" Hahaha. The word ENJOYING just made me laugh. Hahaha. I am not enjoying it Mom! :p I just find it SEXAY and I just looove Blair that's why I am watching it. Hahaha. Enjoying, wth?! HAHAHA. Hayy hayy hayy. :D Ohhkaaay. Soo much of my Mom's Randomness. Hahaha. That's why I love her e. She's super random and so Innocent. :p Well in a way. Hahaha.

Good times with my Mom today. I'm so happy we wer able to bond again just like this. :) I mean super casual but worth a lifetime. I'm glad she was cut off today from work! Thank you Lord for hearing my prayers. HAHAHAHAH! :)) Yey.

Omg. I guess I have to stop now. Uber long post na itetch and I bet people won't take reading long ass blogss. (unlike me.) I love reading long blog entries. Feeling ko kasi there are a lot of interesting stuff in it kaya the blogger really took his/her time typing it. Make sense? Hahaha. Pero in my case, there's really nothing interesting about this blog. I am just waiting to get sleepy so I could finally hit the sack and for me to stop thinking about them vampires. They still scare the shit outtta me. Seriously once you watch the movie you'll be frightened talaga. Hahaha. Pabalik2x lang post ko. Shit. I really have to take some rest now. Toodles! Goodnight Darlings of the world. The Princess is now going to bed. God bless everyone. God bless the Philippines for they badly need rice. God Bless America. :D I don't know how the song goess but whatever. :) I love God! :)) byeee.

Oh by the way I remember. This post is not done yet. :( I just saw at TV Patrol that Philippines is facing a deep crisis right now. They're encountering rice shortages right now and it hurts me seeing Lola's and Lolo's crying their heart out because super mahal dw ng rice and they have to pili pa early in the morning just to acquire cheaper rice. :(( I really feel bad kasi kami dto halos tinatapon lang namin yung rice na natitira not knowing na in the Philippines, super hirap sila to find money just to buy rice. Awww. I really feel bad. Sana naman Gloria would do something I pity the poor Lolo's and Lola's. Seriously. I was teary eyed when I saw it. Mommy was even mad. Haaay. Just like what Ann said in her recent blog I will send you guys Rice too! lol. If only I could throw you guys some crapload of rice I would talaga. Ahay. :((

I feel blessed because I am here and we are not scraping about those kind of stuffs. Pero I feel bad as well because kami we can eat all the rice that we could pero them, they can't. :(( If only I can make a difference in this world. Oha! Drama. Pero seriously.


So what's poppin? :) Uhm I have really nothing to rant about because I just sat the whole afternoon, munching cheetos, downloading music, editing my friendter profile, blog hopping and what else? Oh yeah, youtube-ing. :p I'm a fan of youtube you know, so yeah. So while I was youtube-ing I came across Kuya Dave's youtube profile and to my surprise I saw his newly uploaded videos dated April 10 2008. I was like Yey! Bumaaaaalik si Kuya Dave! :) Well them uploaders kasi had a hard time uploading videos because I think Abs-Cbn have been sending them warning/notices telling them to stop pirating their tv shows or whatnot. So yeah but I am just glad Kuya's back! I could watch Uber and Pritime again. (in my own convinience pa yan ha! oha oha!) Hurrah! :) Well, nanonood naman ako kay Leslie of course. Pero I guess she has been very busy since last week so I don't want to demand more videos noh. So there. I miss you les! :p

Speaking of PBB, I was browsing to this one girl's Multiply page this morning and her recent blog was all about some girl named Mica Ocampo. I was like Who the hell Mica Ocampo is? So since I am really intregera I went through it only to know that Mica Ocampo is Marc Josef Elizalde's Girlfriend!! I was a little static because at first I really thought that Josef doesn't have a girlfriend. I thought he might have a lot of flings though but I really never knew that he had a girlfriend. So all these time, I thought he was single. I thought he was just my own property. I never knew that all these time he was tripping and dinodouble time niya kami ni Mica. Hahaha. Of course I am Kidding. He doesn't even know me. :p

So as I read the entry as in first paragraph pa lang my Putangina na kaagad. At first parang I want to hate her for having Eli. She calls Josef Eli by the way. Pero as the her thoughts go deeper I felt sorry for her. I know she loves Josef. She really really does and it hurts her seeing Josef and Nicole being so close and she left in the outside world na hindi nya alam kung anong gagawin nya. She said it's either Josef likes her already or he is starting to like Nicole. Because daw before they finally committed theirselves together, they used to be best of friends and as what she said "Alam ko kung paano dumiskarte si Eli" :[ I really feel for her. She was like "How can I trust my boyfriend when he's acting like a complete asshole?" she said. I can't blame her though. Josef is really kind of flirting with Nicole inside the house, it is but obvious but who knows right? Josef might just be missing his girlfriend that's why he's putting all his attention to Nicole. But whatever his reasons may be, nasira na e. Mica said she still TRUSTS her boyfriend. Pero how can you trust a guy acting that way? I am not rocking the boat in any way but come to think of it, if Josef loves his girlfriend he wouldn't act like that. Or maybe he is just a typical sweet guy pero wth? Kung boyfriend ko yun now pa lang I am breaking up with him na. I don't need explanations because action speaks louder than words. For sure he will just deny whatever he is feeling towards Nicole. Psssh. Boys are like that. I just hope she wouldn't be naive enough to see what the truth really is. Truth hurts Girl. We've all heard them saying "I love you and Please wait for me." lines since the Pilot episode of PBB but what happened? They always end up not being together. Try thinking.


Fun filled day for me today! :) Yey. I just had a sip of Starbucks again today and you know what's the best part? Karl treated me and I didn't have to pull out even a single dollar from my purse. Yey for Karl. Hahaha. Actually he didn't treat me out, I demanded. lol. Because since he's earning already and I am not, he is oblige to dine me out evertime he gets his paycheck. Hahaha. So yeah. But before we headed off to Starbucks I was at MJC to file my Residence proof and God forbid it was freakin hot but freakin cold at the same time. Haha. Init kasi sa sun pero pag nasa shade ka na as in uber cold na. I was even wearing my sweater kahit uber init din. Halo e. Haha. :p So yeah. I stayed there for like an hour, saw Karl at the Library and he walked me off to the Parking area. He still has his Speech class so he wasn't able to come home with us. I stayed at home, watched Lobo and had daing for merienda. :) Hella good dainggg. I wanted some mooore. :p I then ironed my Mommy's scrubs because she said she was too LAZY. Psssh. and I washed the dishes. Haha. Buti na lang hindi ako na pasma noh! Hahaha. Super Yaya ako for today. :p Then right before Mommy left for work I saw Karl passing by the mailbox and called his attention. Hahaha. I was like "Oh you're too sweet you're here to go buy me some Frap at Starbucks? awww. Sweeet. Let's go!" He was like "Uhhh?!" Hahaha. But sabi ko wag na kasi syang umangal libre na nya kasi ako. Hahaha. So we walked from my house to Starbucks which was hindi naman kalayuan. It's even better so I could exercise my ass out because I've been bumming out for like 3 months already and this is not a good sign of losing weight. It's like the other way around! Haha. So when we got there I asked for my ever favorite Double Chocolate Chip Frapuccino and as what I expected They still haven't been to FoodMaxx or Safeway to get some Chocolate Chips! Like what the hell?! Safeway is like 10 steps away from Starbucks yet they'll tell me that Aww hun we ran out of chocolate chips.? Errr. So I was left chosing Vanilla bean again instead. Oh well. My day is pretty much fun except for the fact that I wasn't able to have a sip of DCCF but all is well. :D I am leaving for Stockton this Friday to go see a Musical Chuva something. My Uncle from the Philippines and his ugh? Colleagues? Went here and held a Musical Chuva. haha. bsta yun na yun and we're going there this Saturday. Sana naman worth it ang 200 dollars namin na ticket. *eyes roll* Imajiin 50 dollars per person yun tickettt. Grabeh. Kami na nga yun relativee, kami pag mag babayad. Kamusta naman daw yun? sana naman libre na lang kami dba?! Hahaha. Walang patawad e. Go for GOLD talaga sila. Oh well. I'll end my post na. Uber taglog ako in the end part ah. Haha. Na inspire kasi ni Ms. Dado and ni Tete sa taglish nilang post. Haha. Oshaaa. Goodnight! Toodles!

Xoxo
Batang Chismosa. (tinagalog ang gossip girl? Hahaha)


Well I'm kinda not having a good day today and everything just sucked. Three Reasons baby, three reasons.

1. I went to MJC today to have my Orientation done. I woke up 2 hours before the said time because I don't want to be late and I wouldn't take having a Grand Entrance (like I usually do), just please not this time. I woke up Dad and thanked God he did wake up 10 minutes after I screamed the hell outta him. Hahaha. :)) Well I wasn't really screaming at the top of my lungs though, it was a mild "Paula Scream". So we left the house 30 minutes before 1 and Daddy was like "Nag tugong kamo last night? Wala na gas." I was like "Who cares? I don't know." very sarcastic, i know. So we went all the way to Mchenry which is the other way around of MJC just to fill up the tank only to find out that it is out of order. Errr. I was already starting to heat up but I was like okaaay 20 more minutesss. Cooolio Paula, coolio. Daddy drove as fast as he could to the nearest Chevron and to my surprise people we're flocking in just like seagulls at school. I was likee DADDY I'M GONNA BE LATE! YOGS AH!!!!! He screamed back at me and said "kung mawad-an ta gas ikaw ma tiklod?" Errrr. I saw the my watch and it was barely 1 and we're still stuck here at Chevron. :(( To cut the story short I went to MJC 15 minutes LATE. As I walk in, people we're obviously, starring at me like a burglar! Grand Entrance again? Hell yes.

2. Starbucks disappointed me! I went there 5 minutes ago, expecting that I will indulge myself in their Double Chocolate Chip Frappucino. I was really craving for it this morning and I really wanted to get a sip of it pretty soon. So I asked Daddy to drive me to Starbucks and when I finally I was like YEY. STARBUCKS! :D Hahaha. I hurridly came up to the lady and told her I'll have Double Chocolate Chip Frappucino with loads of Whip cream on it! *SMILE* And she was like Awwww. I'm sorry hun we run out of chocolate chip cookies. I'm sorry. I rolled my eyes and told her I'll have Vanilla bean instead, grande by the way. Errrr. I was almost about to say Waaaaaat!? I came here all the way from my house (hahaha) just to have a sip of yer DCCF and now you're telling me that you guys ran out of Chocolate chips? How stupid. HAHAHAHA. :)) I was really about to say that but oh well, clamouring my ass wouldn't let them produce Chocolate Chips in an instant anyways so why put some effort? But oh well I still finished my Frap within uhh 30 minutes? Hahaha. Or less. I was hella thirsty dude. Skwaterrrr e. Hahaha. Ewww.


3. After going to Starbucks I told Daddy to me some chicken at KFC because I still haven't eaten my lunch/merienda and it's almost time for dinner. So he was like Okaaay. I went in and ordered my ass a 12 pcs chicken ORIGINAL and as what my instict told me they ran out of Original chiken and it would still take them atleast 30 minutes to make em. So I was like NEVERRRMINND just give me the crispy ones instead! Errr. Why does every food chain run out of something?!! Is America in the brink of Crisis?! HAHAHA

Lesson Learned: Don't expect too much. Especially if it has something to do with food/drinks. HAHAHA. :)) dude, it kills. seriously.


Prom is over, HURRAH! :) I've been stressed out because of Prom so now that it's over I don't have to get all agitated about how the thing will go and those kind of stuff. I am fuhreee! . . . Not. I still have Orientations and Class Schdeuling to be taken cared off. :( Boo. I will be in MJC this Wednesday for my Orientation and in that same day I am hoping that I could get my classes too. 3 weeks from now, Summer Classes will start already and just by thinking that in approximately 3 weeks I will be going to school just sucks! I still don't want to go to school hell freaking no! I still want to laze around the house, bum myself as much as I can, sleep hecka late and wake up hecka late as well, and not having homeworks/tests to be though about! Boooooo. I hate going to school. School spells STRESS. :( Now that I am already in college I have more loads to do now just doesn't feel right. I thought when you are in college everything just follow through. Everything is easssy.. but how can it be easy when I have Maths? :( FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK. You know damn well that Math is my weakest if not my poor subject ever. Seriously just by hearing the word Math makes me puke already. Like I am not even kidding. :(

Too much stressssinnng. As soon as I get my Orientation done and my Class Scheduling I am so going to enjoy the remaining days of being a bummer. I bet my life on this one, I am going to do something ILLEGAL. hahaha. NOOOT.


Something came up today. :)) Hahaha. Actually I just wanna laugh it out because it was really unexpected. Erika sent me a comment just today that she saw TM's profile and we have the same friggin picture! :)) Her default picture was an edited and it was a vector too! So I was like COINCIDENCE!:)) but that was not just it. Erika also told me to also read her bulletin to see if the Ms. Gaya2 she's reffering is me. So I was like wth? So I opened her bulletin and to my surprise it contains like all about "Ms. Gaya2x" that she hates KUNO. Hahaha. :)) I'm not assuming that it's me though but who else would that be haw? :p Ka funny lang gd ya because it was merely just a conincidence and I didn't know that she had her picture edited as well. It was long before when I had my vector pero I didn't use i not until I asked for another vector from Nang Hasi. It took her for while before she had it done because of course she has life and she has better things to do so I was like It's okay nang, kung my time ka lang. T guro over that time she already have her "vector" and wala pa akon. :)) It so funny pa kay just because of that freaking vector she'd go all bananas!! HAHAHAHA. And I was like again, What the heck?!

I don't know what's her problem gd ya, tuod man. I think she has a problem and she needs to go see a Doctor regarding her INSECURITIES. :)) Girl, 3 years has already passed and you're still not over me and the whole issue? Gohd. *eyes roll* From what you have done it only gave me the hint that you are insecure and very sensitive when it comes to your's truly. HAHAHA. :)) Do you like me in some point? huh? :)) HAHAHAHAHAHA. Kay if you'll ask me if I'm over this, Gohd girl long before pa. 2 years and 364 1/4 days over na ko ya. T if you're not, goodluck na lng sa imo you will live in hatred. Tsk. That's not healthy. :)) HAHAHA.

One more thing, FAN mo ko?! :)) Hahaha. Are you kidding? Baka baliktad. Basi you are my fan because I was only thinking about of asking Nang Hasi about the vector nabasa mo what's on my mind and you had yours done earlier than mine. :)) Hahaha. Oh well, very stupid issue ni ah. :)) Pero I'm sooo tired of understanding you and just keeping my mouth shut all the time. I have given you a whole 2 years to forget about things and I was hoping that we would still end up as friends but I don't think it will NEVER happen because I refuse to. :)) I don't want to tag another warfreak bitch, hell no. HAHAHAHA.

Just because of that freakin vector she came up all hyped and all enraged about this issue. :)) D hamak na mas nami akon vector than hers. ;)) She looks uhhh. I don't want to be mean though so I'll just keep it. :p Let's get this straight girl, if you don't want to be bashed like this, shut your mouth because in the first place I never started anything. I don't give a damn if you hate me because honey, hating me won't make you pretty. :)) You keep saying that you're this and that. Babe, please stop you are not worth anything. HAHAAHAHAHA. I'm just kidding. I know bisan dutay my worth ka man ah. :)) So yeah. QUIT HATING. That's not healthy. :)) Kay you know what I don't hate you, not at all. You are just one of those few people whom I'd rather not to be friends with. I live not to hate but to love all the way babyy!


Baaaaaaaaah. Can you actually conceive that Prom's going to be this Saturday already? Oh My Geez. I was in total shock when I got my Prom ticket just yesterday. I was like WHAAAAAAAT? This Saturday already? It felt like it was only yesterday that we we're talking about going to Prom and now we only have like 3 days before it happens! :) I was really over reacting upon getting my tickets. I was screaming and I was really jumping around SBO because I can't believe it, Prom is coming! But aside from the excitement I am seriously having some Prom Jitters and this feeling really sucks. I don't know but usually whenever I hear the word Prom I get all hyped and happy but now by just hearing the word makes me feel agitated. Maybe because I still don't know who'll be doing my hair or where will I get my make up done and those kind of things but I realize, that's just not it. This would be my first Prom ever here in the States and I don't know how Prom works here. Baaaaaaaah. All I know is that Prom starts at 8 and picture taking starts at 5 but that's just it. And just now my friend Emily told me that we're all going to eat at Olive Garden before going to MJC (the venue) because she told me that they don't serve dinner. I was like What was my 40 dollars for? Errrm. She stared and said "knock knock paula? are you there? Prom in the Philippines is way way different here in the States. We don't do dinner in the venue, it only serves like a BIG dancefloor.

Big Dance floor? What the hell? So yeah. I'm still confused about how prom really works here. Goodluck na lng smen dba? Baka we might end up going to the different venue or something. HAHAHA. And one more thing. I still dont know on what to do with my hair. Baaaaaah. My Uncle told me to just leave it as it is but then I am thinking that a lot of people complimented me on having curls. So I really don't know. :(( Plus I don't know if Mom will let me go to the parlor and have my make up done. We checked the other day and the make up alone costs 50 bucks. So Mommy was like NO! Fifty bucks for just one freakin day? Hell no. She said. But I think she does have the point though. So I am uber confused. :(( My Auntie said she could do my make up pero what if it will turn out to be ugly? Baaahh. I don't want to look crappy on my first Prom. Neveeeer! Tapos I don't have my purse na purple yet. Huhu. :(( Im so packed with things that I should've considered since last month. I should've planned things out ahead of time and now, kapos nko na time. :(( Boooo. Goodluck na lng smen. Shit.