What does it take too be a celebrity? :) HAHAHA. Too lame question but honestly speaking that has been running though my mind lately. Like I am dead serious about this. It's funny how in just a snap I was thinking of considering showbizness instead of going to College. Actually the main reason was, I'm sick and tired of going to school already and I know showbiz would be my outlet. But the thing is, am I just being arrogant or do I really have what it takes to be one?

So okaaay. Since I opened the topic about this, I am guilty to say that since then, since I was 4 being an artista was my dream. It has always been my frustraion since then. But the problem with me before was, I get too shy when there's a lot of people and I tend to hide and become speechless. There was one time, Edu Manzano came over my Uncle's house in Roxas. Considering that they were really good friends, my Uncle told me to dress up, look good and to be very polite in greeting Edu. But what happened was, I became wimp and I never talked to him; not even a soft HI. I was too shy because I know that even though he'll talk to me and stuff he wouldn't be my key to my dream. He could be an instrument though, but I was like never mind, WHATEVER.

I was growing up with people kept on telling me that I should consider showbizness instead. My Uncle and his wife have been avid fans since then. They were usually the ones who would encourage me trying out in doing VTRs when we're in Manila. My Uncle even offered me to do a workshop in ABS but I turned it down because I know nothing will happen, I will just stay in one corner and do nothing and aside from that I looked very chaka back then. I am not saying that I look very gorgeous right now but there are these people who just loves me so dearly that even though they know I dont have the chance they would still tell me over and over again that I DO HAVE THE CHANCE. :)

So of course hearing it from other people makes you think if do you really have what it takes to be a star? They're almost like your audience, your fan, your critique, your handler or your whatnot. Hearing it from strangers feels like you really have the possibility because they are strangers, they are not just one of your family members who would make you feel better. They don't know you, yet they see the beauty in you and appreciate whatever talents you have. Doesn't it feel guhreat? I mean, I've been hearing good comments from people so do you think I am "almost there?". HAHAHAHA. SUPER FEELING MODE.

And you know what trigger me more to join showbizness? HAHAHA. My Mom's friend kasi she always tells me this. You know what Pao, Kim Chui was not really pretty when she joined PBB. Valeen Montenegro, she is just super white pero she doesnt know how to sing. Ang pag-aarte you could learn it, but singing? It's inborn. Once your in the business they would really find ways to beautify you. So I was like, REALLY? As in super I was in awe kasi I never knew someone would tell me that up to the extent na she would really encourage me to go home na lng dw ang have showbiz as my forte. :) of course, I was happy din because she believes in me not like my Mom. HAHAHA.

But anyhow I really don't know on how to react on these issues. Like seriously. I wanted to JUST TRY at least once lang. If I won't get in then that was my last chance to prove to myself na I CAN DO IT naman. But my heart is like parang holding me not to because for sure, I will just be intimidated because there are still a lot of pretty girls out there aspiring to be a celebrity too. Maybe pa nga they have more than what I have. Maybe they have nicer body, they have pretty face, they have super tower-like nose or maybe they're half race. That's usually our perception dba as Filipinos? We think that whoever's half blood they look pretty na and they have the RIGHT to be a celeb na right away. But who cares. Life must go on. HAHAHAHA. I dont have to live through my dream today, tomorrow, next month, next year, yadayadayada. There will come a time na God will tell me na THIS IS IT, THIS IS REALLY IT! I'm not dashing things, it will come in the right timing. :) IF IT WOULD COME. Hehe.

Basta I am just happy that I was able to share to you guys my thoughts about this and Im glad man because I was able to pour everything here. I mean hello, this has been bugging me and I was really like parang ADIK na because I was like WHAT IF ano, WHAT IF ganon. HAHAHA. Sorry this blog approach may be very egoistic for some of you people but I just stated what I really want to do in my life... and that is to become a celebrity. HAHAHAHAHA. IM DEAD SERIOUS. DON'T LAUGH. :D