The Boyfriend.


So okay I just finished watching PBB Primetime and Oh geez Josef is just the sweetest thing ever! Suhwear! I bet my life on this one, he sure is Gwapo! Agree?Ngayon pa lang I am telling everybody to back off because I am his new GIRLFRIEND! :p Well but for some reasons, Josef doesn't know that he is already taken by me. :p HAHAHA. Geez, this litol boy is really smokin hot dude. Though he is a year younger than I am, I only care less. Hahaha. Go La Salle! Go Josef! Go Boyfriend! Hahahaha! You know me you guys, I like boys with a strong personality and I guess that's what he got. But not only that I find him very mysterious too and it only made me like him even more. Hahaha. Obsessed much? :p Do good inside the house BABY. HAHAHA

The "Almost" Boyfriend.


Zanjoe Marudo. The ultimate Chiller. :) Who would have thought that I was really about to say "yes" to Z not until my friend Mariel came in the picture. Hahahaha. So since my friends are the greatest and I consider Mariel as my sister, I have to let go of him and I decided not to push through the "almost there" kind of relationship we had. Though at first it really made me depressed but it's all good now. I can sense that he looks a lot happier with Mariel than with me. Hahaha. Anyhow, Ate Mariel said I could still go visit Z whenever I wanted to, so everything's cool. HAHAHA. :P But by the time that Ate Mariel and Z will eventually break up in the future, Z knows that I will always be here for him. HAHAHAHA

The Ex Boyfriend.


The ever bad boy Juan Carlos himself. :)) Hahaha. I really had good times with this guy, he surely made our "relationship" worthwhile. But too bad I had to break up with him because Roxanne came up to me crying one morning and she asked me to just let him go. Hahahaha. Ayy grabe. Asa? :p So since I am a good friend I had to let go of him though it hurt me so freakin bad. He was my first celebrity loverboy, can you just imagine the pain I went through? Huhuhu. HAHAHAHA. But I know in his heaart, he still loves me and with that I am very much satisfied. HAHAHAHAHA and I still love him big time. I love you too Juan Carlos!

The First Love.

by the way, this is travis. :p

This time I am not even kidding anymore. First love is obviously, my First love. :) Since he is very much like of a private person, I prefer not to say his name. Hahaha. (though it is very much obvious already because I posted his picture but who cares. nobody's reading this blog anyways.) He was actually the primary reason why I was able to blog all these. I blogged about all the Men that are hopelessly going to be MINE. So critics, don't react. :) Calm down. I just made up those stories because I felt like it and Josef, Zanjoe and Jake are my ultimate crushes so bare with me. They're like the reasons why I have to keep going in life because I know in the future, when I get back to Philippines, Imma meet them in flesh! :) So anyways, this blog really goes out to first love. I just can't get over him even though I sound really pathetic now, I don't care. I know he is happy and in love with someone else right now but it doesn't stop me from loving and I am still hopeful that one day, he'll come back to me. And until such time that he'll place his attention on me and leave his "true love" behind. Just like what Basha said in One More Chance Umaasa pa rin ako na sana ako pa rin, ako na lng, ako na lng ulit. Thanks to the Movie One More Chance because it only made me even more determined and it gave me power booster to somehow wait for him, wait for the right time to come. :) I know I have exerted too much effort on this one, yet I got nothing. Well I got replies from him though but those were nasty and you-dont-want-to-hear kind of message but I am not giving up! It's going to be almost a year now and it only felt like 1 week. Call me crazy, call me stupid whatever you say won't change my perspective in life, it won't change my feelings for him, Never. I don't care if I don't pass by his thoughts even for a second, I don't care if he tells me nasty things, I don't care if he'll let his Girlfriend take over him, I don't care if he'll call me an idiot for loving him this much, I don't care if people will continue telling me that He is not worth waiting, I don't care if people would tell me that I am sucha loser because what truly matters to me is HIM and no one else. Errrrm. I promised myself I won't write too much about this first love issues anymore but I feel like I have almost writen like thousands of words already. :) Sorry naman, I can't help it. Whenever he's the topic I feel like I don't ran out of words, I feel like there's so much things to talk about! Seriously. Even though I know that I have said these words over and over again, I dont get tired to blogging the same thing redundantly. He is like the most importand person in my life right now and other than my boys(ehem), he keeps me going. He is my inspiration in everything that I am doing it may be at school or in the things in usually do. He is my rogaine that keeps me alive, and he got me all addicted to him. :] I miss so much babyboo! This my sound very cheesy but since I was in 6th grade you are the one I wanted to spend my whole life with. :D Hahaha. Seriously. You take care and I love you so much!

By the way I dont care if His girlfriend or his girlfriend's friends are reading this or whoever's related to whoever. :p I am just bringing up what I feel and I guess theres nothing wrong with that. Call me pathetic, call me desperate I DONT CARE! Oh Bitch please. Get your own life and focus on it. :)