Monday, March 17, 2008
Over
Today was supposedly my "No Internet Day" but because I have so much catching up to do with my friends online, I just sh urged about it and I was like whatever! You may have known that yesterday wasn't a really good day for me, for everybody but as I have said I will remain to be calm. I didn't bashed the girl with comments. I might have said mean things about her but I don't think I went beyond my limits. My only fault was I was being bias. I didn't listen to whatever Chiali has to say and I guess she didn't had the plan of even telling it to me. So the whole freakin time, the only side I heard was Jassie's so Chiali can't blame me at all. I asked her what was the problem and all she said was "I'm Sorry". So what does she think of me? Some psychic that I could figure out what the hell happened to them? I don't really Chiali for the reason that she has somehow loved Jassie in the best way that she could but the only thing that pissed me off is when her friends started to send Jassie comments like "BAKIT MO PINAIYAK BESTFRIEND KO!?" if you're educated enough you could've said it by giving her a private message, why do guys have to make it all public?
As far as I have remember it was Nang Rose, Cheche's sister and Anthony who sent Chiali a comment telling her to never let Jassie cry again or something like that. Believe it or not we were clueless about it. We never had the intention of combining our powers together to gang up on Chiali or whatsoever. In the first place it was you guys who started it. Maybe they saw the potential so they did it as well. And if Rei has a problem with Jassie's "friends" then she could've talked to us instead. She doesn't have to slap comments in Jasmine's page saying that WE SHOULD ALL STOP and all that crap. I don't hate Rei I'm just pissed. But it doesn't really matter now because I'm sooo done with this. I hate having enemies. I have said my sorrys to all the people who are involved in this issue and with that I guess they have understood why we did that. So in the fairness of everybody PAULA SAYS SORRY TO CHIALI AND HER FRIENDS This time, I am really serious. I don't care anymore of who's fault it was. Lets all move on from here.
THIS WILL BE THE LAST STATEMENT THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HEAR FROM ME. I JUST HOPE THAT SOON ENOUGH AFTER THE WOUNDS ARE HEALED WE HOPE THAT YOU GUYS WOULD STILL END UP BEING FRIENDS.
Made love @ 6:52 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)