Thursday, February 28, 2008
Assessment Tests
It has been almost a week now since I took my Assessment test at MJC yet I am still anxious about my test result. I know I could've done better if I reviewed and if only I wasn't that confident about myself. I freakin expected too much, way too much. I must know God was laughing at me when I flunked my test. lol. But anyhow, I believe everything happens for a reason and in some point I know His reason. :)
I'm now preparing for my MATH test. Geez. Just by thinking that in a matter of 3 days I will be talking another heart-pounding-body-trembling Math Assessment test. Honestly speaking, I never liked Math. Never. I always loathe math since then. Not only because I uhh, fail most of my tests but because numbers make me go crazy just like that! Math has been and will always be my weakest subject. No matter how hard I try to study and no matter how much time I put on to it, it just doesn't work at all. Maybe I was cursed or something. HAHA. But anyhow I am still hoping that this time, I will get an "okaaay" test result. I am not aiming for high scores i only hope that I could get through the basic Math which is the Math71 so that would be my last one.
Well moreover, so much of those crap. It only makes me MORE jumpy and all. I hope that YOU whoever's reading this, please include me in your prayers tonight. Please. Please. Please. Pretty Please? I need your help and just by praying for me would mean a lot. :D Thank you.
Kisses to all.
Made love @ 10:15 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)