So what's up with me this Valentines day? Well, pretty much nothing. I woke up hecka late today. I woke up Kung Fu Kids na which was about 2pm. Then I heard a ring sa room, it was my daddy calling. He asked me if what do I want for lunch cuz they're at Panda Express that time, I said I didnt want anything. I dont know how to explain it, but do you know when you're really really depressed or you're really really tired and you don't like to eat anymore? That's how I felt. IDK why. Maybe because its Valentines Day? HAHAHA. Too cheesy. No. Maybe because, uhmm... I cant think of any reasons at all.

Anyways, since I have nobody to spend Valentines with, [Not even a dinner with my dad and brother] I locked myself in my room and watched One More Chance for the nth time. Seriously. I never get tired of watching the movie. Because just by simply watching the movie itself, it brings back a lot of memories, good memories I should say. And by that, it made me feel a little bit better. Better? But how come when right after I turned off my computer, I started crying and looked all crappy?

I felt a little boo-boo in my heart. I felt like my heart was tortured. I felt like. . . bahhh. I just fuckin missed Tilos. Wayy wayy much, like you have no idea. You might think that I just missed him because it's Valentines. But honestly speaking, No. I missed him kay nag lantaw nmn ko liwat sang movie. I though about the old "us" nanaman liwat. And i was even imaginign myself again as "Basha" in the movie. Accccckkkk! T daun gali ya ang movie, "Happy Ending" sa amon ya the END na. Amu na bala nga feeling. I just felt more depressed na lng. :( I missed it how he would ask me before if what would I like to have sa Valentines Day. I would just then shrug kay wla gd ko man ko pirme kabalo what to ask from him because even though there's no special occassion he would actually give me something. Bisan little things lang, bsta may ihatag lng sha.
I remembered wala na kmi that time. He sent me flowers sa school and guess what kay cno sha nangayo favor? Robby. So anyways, back to the story, before sha nag hatag flowers. He sent me 2 letters which he actually wrote, with his cute penmanship. He poured out his feelings sa letter, he was even blaming me, asking me what have he done ngaa natapos na lng or why ga iwas ko. :( Cute pa kay ang letter, d na mashado basahan cuz he spilled his perfume on it kuno kay he wants nga hamot ang letter while na read ko. HAAAYY. Those little things he makes bala, na miss ko. But not only those, of course sha gd msmo.

He probably spent his Valentines with his Chakadoll. He might have done something special kay girl just like what he usually do. . .sa akon. BFORE. *SIGH*

ANYWAYS so much of my DRAMA. HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYBODY. :) Single, Taken, Reserved, Taken for Granted, Flirting.. basta to everybody. Sa mga taken, never let your partner feel he/she is not being loved, always show affection. lil piece of advice from someone who took love for granted.