I don't regret for the amount of love and care I gave to her. She was once a friend and will always be a friend to me. Though she did backstab me and my friends, yet the friendship we had was unbeatable. We were like the best partners in crime ever. She was like almost a sister to me and she treated me as her's too. We we're hecka inseperable that everytime people would go see where's Donna, she would always tags me along with her and same with me. It's just so depressing to think that after all the love, care and friendship we gave her, we got nothing from her. Talking about "utang na loob" here but I guess for some odd reasons, she doesn't know what that word means. Just right after her friends trashed her out and made false accusations about her who does she think picked her up and helped her to move on? Was it her so called "friends"? Oh f*ck no. It was us who made her feel she belongs. It was us who tried making her feel better each day. It was us who made her happy during the times when all she did was cry. I was the one who fought for her and stood up for her all those times but still I didn't get anything from her. I know I shouldn't ask anything in return though, but all I want was for her to realize that we were not the "bad girls" that she was talking about. She was saying that we "influenced" her to be this and that when infact it was her friends who did that to her. It just makes me sad because just when I though everything is so perfect, so surreal, here she goes, ruining the friendship we had.

But you know what's funny about it? I miss her, I really do. I miss our kagagahan moments. I miss how she kicks in her corniest joke and she would go laugh her ass out while us, we're still thinking what her joke was about. I miss partying with her. I miss everything that we used to do together. I even miss the stupidiest things we do when we're at Gaisano- saying Hi to a stranger and the just ran off. I miss how we do our little pictorial everday. But most of all I just miss my "sis". PERIOD.