Tuesday, December 11, 2007
stressedout.
Today is just any other stressful day for me. I had to shower a resident today and I was paired with some Mexican chiq that I didnt even like. >:-/ So okay, I was getting the sheets ready, the bath blanket and those kinds of stuff and all she did was sit down, talked to her friend and ask me favors. Like WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!? talking about work here! Then she would act like she knows everything. She goes "Have you done pericare? If not, then do it now we're running out of time." and I was like "Okay?" If only I wasn't educated enough just like her, I could've slap that bitch or worst I could've stuck that dirty brief into her mouth. Seriously dude. I started my day so bad and she just made it worst.
Plus I was too nervous because I have my big test in Anatomy the next period and I expect it to be as hard as the previous ones, I almost had a breakdown due to stress and tiredness. Well, not really. I was just glad that the test wasn't that bad enough. Everybody was like "Do you think you did good on the test?" and I was like "It wasn't that bad though." and they'd all give me this look. I just dont get them. This was actually the easiest test Duewell ever gave us and now they'd go complain how hard the friggin test was. But in the last few chapters that we tested that I HAD the hard time, it was just so easy for them. All I know is, the test wasn't the usual "Duewell test" for me it turned out fine and I guess, hopefully passed it. *sigh*.
Anyhow, I'm all alone right now. My mom has work today and both my dad and my brother are out somewhere. I dont know where they are, I was asleep when they told me they're leaving. Basically my senses wasn't functioning well during that moment so I didnt hear them at all. So here I am, stuck in my big ol messy slash dumpsite room and doing what I do best, Blogging. LMFAO.
By the way, here's the picture of how my room looks like. Pretty huh? LMFAO. NOT. Everything is just scattered around because everyone just throws things in here from bobbypins to rice cooker. LOL. These are just some of the things that we're bringing home and some of the pasalubongs too. I cant barely wait til the next two weeks of my life. :))
Made love @ 8:52 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)