Tuesday, December 18, 2007
fcukit
F*ck it dude. Im currently studying for my common final for health right now and I dont feel like it. I feel hella sick right now and Im no in good mood to study.Just because my teacher was grumpy last period it doensn't mean that in the middle of wilderness he'll just come up to me and tell me I'm taking the test the day after tomorrow. F*ccckk eeetttt! I even remember him saying that I could take the test right after when I get back and it wouldn't even matter at all. Just as long as I will take it, my grades will be fine. But here he goes, he came up to me and told me that I better get the test on thursday or I'll a D on his class. Like that's soo freakin messed up. Grrrr. I hate it when your teacher's so old school! So anyways, yeah I just have to deal with it and fuckin study my ass off than flunking the subject though its freakin against my will. Fuck iitt. I'm just fuckin pissed cuz though I blabla here, nothing will happen whether I like it or not, I will still take the fuckin test. BOO!
Nowicki is such a badass teacher!
Well for some weird reasons, I tried talking to my "old" sis through friendster. But I think it didn't work though. She stopped commenting back which is of course an obvious sign that she doesn't want to talk to me. :) But all is well, I have no grudge against her and somehow, I made her feel that I moved on and forget what happened in the past. I just hope she did too and the rest of my friends. Keeping anger within ourselves is not healthy. It could bring a whole lot of damange, pranoia is one, and I know it fer sher. Oh well.
7 days before Christmas you guys. Isn't it exciting?
hellznaw fer me.
Made love @ 9:27 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)