Sunday, December 16, 2007
excitement
Waaaah. Can you believe it, I only have 5 more days before winter break and one more week before I actually go home to the Philippines!!! Whoohoo! I guess no one in this big damn world is extremely excited than Paula Roldan && Family. Seriously dude, we're just so high these past few days because after almost a year when we left Roxas, we'll be back home, back with our families and friends we missed the most!
But well, except my mom though. She has been really negative about going home because she knows that people would expect a lot from her. You know what I'm saying? You know how Filipinos are, once you got to America they think you're super rich na. So she fears that people would go ambush her and ask for money. Another thing that she's anxious about is our dreadful gastos when we get home. She expects it to be tremedously gastos to the max. She even told me that "Pao, please naman. Hold on to your excitement kasi I know ma shopping ka naman to one way or another." And she's actually right I will take the advantage, everything here in America is EXPENSIVE and we all know that everything in the Philippines is cheap so yeah :)) But I will not exceed to my limits though, I will try not to cross my mom's border line. lol
Speaking of mom na sermonan naman ako today. Because since its Sunday, today is a day of procrastination. :D I have quite a lot of packets need to be done before I leave yet I procrastinated and I was stuck in my laptop the whole day today. I'm kinda worried though because I know for sure that by the end of the week, I'll be recieving more packets and I dont think I will be able to finish that before I leave. Grrr. This is just driving me craayzeee. Just so you know guys, I will be given a whole bunch of packets on Friday because Im on our what we call "Independent Study". Since I will be gone for almost a month, I need to take IS and do all the packets even though we haven't really tackled that certain topic. Mr. Baum told me that the best thing to do is; bring all my packets and books to the Philippines so while I am there I could work on it and I could study as well for the finals. I was like OKAY? Does he really mean it? Cuz he does, it doesn't really help because I will never ever bring any packets in the Philippines not even my books. HELL NO! I will savor every minute I am there and I won't even dare waste 1 second of my time while I'm there. So I really need to start doing it, or else I'll be really forced to bring it home!
Made love @ 9:16 PM
As what they always say, the cover doesn`t describe the inner content perfectly. I live my life the way i want it to be and as much as possible I don`t want anyone to take control of it. My parents and I usually argue just about everything because I stand by my principles. If I want something to happen, even if my parents won't approve to it, I'd still do it. I'm almost an adult and no one tells me what to do. I want I don`t consider myself "normal" because normal is boring. I go beyond that word, but I am not abnormal either. I'm just different from other people which makes me unique. I wear the fanciest clothes, paint the brightest nail colors, wear the most hideous make up but I don't care.
Contrary to what others are saying not a war freak, I just speak my mind, and for the most part I don`t think before I act. I speak sarcasm and a lot of people get offended by it. I have changed a lot, and I thank America for that! =)